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Okay...those of you who know me know I'm a loner nine-tenths of the time. I like it that way. Well...right now I wish I had allowed myself more company. I could use a shoulder about now.



As the heading states...you ever feel like something is out to get you? I know that sounds odd but those who believe in fate..or karma..whichever would get the grasp.

I passed my classes for first quarter in college. I have the film shoot coming up. I'm busy...that's a good thing. Its forcing me out into the light...and that has been making me ill. I am getting sick and weak because I have to be in the heat and light. It sucks. I'm fighting not to go back on the meds for that.



Now..back to the orginal reason of this post. 1. Someone hit my Dahlia. Dahlia is my pride and joy..my car. *nods* Well..parked her in the parking lot..went to do something..came out and found a dent. pissed me off. Now that is over 1k in damage.

Next. I had company....Was lonely for the day and had to have some go over with the upcoming film. Its got to be done right. Short time. Well...Dahlia was fine. I got up the next morning and was going to take my nae somewhere to find my tires slashed. another $500 in damage. That's fixable...but still..ticks me off.



The final straw. I got called this morning by my "beloved mother." She called to bitch me out. *sigh* I'm used to that. Not once did she care about how my movies going...or how I'm doing. ((I live on my own.))

The only thing she had to say that wasn't to hurt or maim my pride or spirit was even worse. My dog of 14 years...died. I am..was devistated. It sucks....i expected it..but I wanted to be there to say good bye..and wasn't. *sigh*