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I get out of the carriage, its about noon, but outside it looks as if it is dusk. The hotel is huge. Beautiful. As if it should be a church instead of a place to sleep. I am here on my own. don't really know why. It looks like the Renissance period, either England or France. Dress and everything..oddly enough i'm dress in jeans and a t-shirt.



I walk in, get my room. Its on the top floor at the end of a long hallway. Windows are everywhere..Reall tall ones, with carving etched into the glass. Vines..black vines, entertwining each other. The lights are so dim. Light yellow. The moon is already pouring through the windows. I go to my room, shower and go to see what is for dinner in the cafe of the hotel.

I don't know why, but I get fish. I hate fish...but never the less that's what i get. I walk to find a table, and see this young man-sitting with a group of elderly people. Laughing and drinking. He's beautiful, shoulder length black hair, green eyes, pale complection.

I walk to the table behind them, and he drops his glass as i go past. I look down and see his eyes. Beautiful shocking color.

I eat and watch him looking at me every once in a while.

I get up and leave the cafe. I go back to my room and see him at the end of the hall way. he smiles, and extends his hand. "Follow me," he says. I go into my room..shocked that something so striking would take notice of me.

I go out later that night, to look at the moon through the windows. I hear something..and look, there he is. Dressed in a long black coat, and a white ruffled colar. Makes his eyes stand out even more.

"Come with me, I won't hurt you." I don't know why i take his hand, but I do. We go down to the basement. There is a girl, bound, gaged, and bloody. I stare, and try to leave. Then i notice that everyone from the restaurant is there.

He walks towards the poor girl. He smiles at me. Then he reaches down and slits her throat. Blood falls everywhere...I scream and try to leave. I am surrounded by people. He laughs and drinks her blood. I stare at him. He grabs my hair...and i watch him slit his own wrist. "Here drink this," he tells me. I shake my head no..unable to find words. "If you don't It will be your life."

Scared of death, I take his wrist. I drink...next thing i know I am writhing in agony on the floor.

I wake up..don't know when, but there is my shining beauty. "Your awake...though I might have lost you."

I shake my head...having no idea what has taken place. He smiles. "Are you hungary my little flower?"

"Yes," I reply. Next thing I know he reopens his wrist. This time it is inviting to me. we go this way for a long time. a few days...weeks...not sure how long

Next thing I know he pulls me out of the hotel and we take off running. "Come on..they must not catch us." I have no idea who or what he is talking about, but blindly, I follow him.

We come to this giant cave, at the back of a forest. We go in and hide. One thing leads to another, next thing we are having sex....Next night we are up..he's pacing.

We both hear something. He gets up and walks to the entrance of the cave. i watch him as he walks back to me.

"My dear, my flower, my one my only. I love you." He pulls me close and kisses me. I feel his hand over my heart.

Then I fell pain. I look down and see that I am dripping blood. He is ripping out my heart. I see a tear run down his face..then I die.

I went to Charlotte, NC yesterday. Had to drive up to take my extrance and placement exams for college. I passed them...thank God....god..whatever....

I did really good in english...but wish i would have done better in math. I was 3 points away from being in a advanced class for math...(damn it) My mom went with me...we actually got along, surprisingly.

Looks like i will be moving in the middle of March. I am working on finding a place, and getting my loans and grants for school and my equipment...*sigh* and then getting my passport so Amy and I can go to Japan this summer during my 2 week break. I hope that works out.

I'm getting off work now..so i g2g

Amy got here on Sat. of last week. She stayed till today. Miss her already. *sigh* Best Friends till the end of days if fate permits.

Worked straight-Sunday through Friday...exhausted.

Sat. night me and Amy celebrated New Years with jager and fireworks. Then she spent the week with me at work sitting on the floor...P

Then Wendesday, was my 21st b-day. My family and I went out to dinner at Leo's. Amy loved it. Then we went and got my camera. :):) that made me happy. Then back to work.

Had a few bad dreams lately dealing with snakes...odd...I've been having alot of trouble being able to stay asleep and not wake up shivering.

Don't really understand it. Basic week after that. Work, home, work home.

Friday night Amy and i sat in the floor playing with Pip and Priss. I was using her computer to burn a few CDs. Then we got bored and found a pen. Our legs were covered in flowers, ghosts, curses...lol...scary.

Sat morning we got up and started to Charolette. We checked into our hotel. Then we decided to go for a drive. We went downtown. Got pulled over by 4 fucking cops for taking a picture of a tree. They thought we were terrorists...i hope i'm not that scary...lol

went back to the hotel with Tacos. Then we went to the Tremont. Stayed for a few hours...went and crashed-fell asleep at the hotel..slept like the dead.

Took her to Statesville today. That drive home was lonely. *sigh*