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I walked down the side walk, the smell of the wet cement filled the air. The Darkness closed in on everything but the pale green street light over the bridge. I walked into the light, I moved toward the edge so I could see the water. A tear fell down my cheek as I remember, the note that was given to me earlier that day. I remembered the pain I felt, but most of all I remember that I can’t touch the one I love anymore, I won’t be able to get close enough to smell his sent, to feel his soft lips to mine ever again for he loved someone other that me and for that I am sorry, I am sorry that I let him have me, I’m sorry that I let him see , I let him see … I let him see me cry, I’m sorry I let him take a part of me with him, a part I can’t get back, .. Until I can get over him, you see for the part I let him take of me was me heart, I have to gain it back, I will eventually get it back but the process it gonna be long and hard but I keep telling myself that everything will be okay when really it’s not, because I let him slip away, and I really wish I could care less but he made me fall in love and left, and know I have to see him everyday and I have to put on a mask and act like I’m okay, and I don’t love him, I have to act like seeing him with his new girlfriend doesn’t hurt me at all, I have to talk to him and hide the way I feel about him in my voice, but hey it’s nothing out of the ordinary I’m used to hiding how I fell if they all knew how I felt I’m afraid. That they would run think I’m stupid and should’ve gotten over him a long time ago but it’s hard when actually you can still feel him and smell his sent but you have to do it as a friend not the way you’ve gotten used to, and then when you slip up and hug him the way you used to the way full of love and then you feel him slip up and hug you back that way that is if he ever felt that way, I just shouldn’t torcher myself so this is how it goes you love you loose it hurts for a while and most move on well this is me moving on I’m not going to let him hold me down, but then again is this the truth or and I hiding how I feel this is up to you stranger.