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Irritated to a new high
19:51 Dec 24 2019
Times Read: 403

I came for answers and what do I get.... People messaging me asking if I will be their mommy. Like damn no offense but I do have my own small children to take care of before a grown ass man. Second if you are not my other half, I cannot be your Queen. I can be your good friend, who will be there for you and have your back through whatever. Third: Please do not try and play me with lies and a backstory. That won't work I'm from the "D". we smarter than that. Like I said real see real, just be honest. So many be like it's me you been waiting for. But is it really? Or did you see my pic and it was like she cute I want her? Please for my sake and yours please stop trolling and live a beautiful life. YOLO. So true. I'm not trying to be mean or sound mean. But some are like me and looking for true connection friend or otherwise and it's getting harder to differentiate between real and not real.
Well that's my rant for 2019. Better me to come 2020
Happy Holidays my Vamp/Goth Family. Have a great day with love, family and friends.

COMMENTS

Vampireking777
09:46 Dec 31 2019

Well I hope this will die off soon

Arlescia
20:28 Dec 31 2019

Thank you, me too

A Queen with or without
13:59 Dec 23 2019
Times Read: 425

So I know it's super early but I had to find when the next Vampire Ball will be. I need to start saving up like now. So I found one I wanted to go to and it's the one in New Orleans. It's going to be next Halloween and I found multiple dresses and mask. Because I want to be set when the times come and plus 2020 is around the corner. They say dress in a gown or steampunk or gothic. You can wear contacts and fangs but I want to go naturally. I want my other half to see me for me you know and plus I will already have a mask on like suggested. Plus I'm still a queen with or without it.

COMMENTS

DarkestTemptation
15:44 Dec 24 2019

I hope you have a most wonderful time I have not been to one at all sounds like tons of fun. I will agree with you on one thing you are indeed a Queen.

Arlescia
16:03 Dec 24 2019

Thank you. The big question what type of Queen am I? I have a heart of a Queen and want to help everyone.

The real
15:23 Dec 21 2019
Times Read: 439

Is it so hard to be honest to yourself and others? For me it's not. It's a saying what's done in the dark, will come into the light. So why lie?, if the truth going to come out anyway right? Will you tell your truth or keep hiding?

COMMENTS

LORDMOGY
16:59 Dec 21 2019

I'd always tell the truth...Ok, 99% of the time. LOL!

Arlescia
18:32 Dec 21 2019

Lol smh. That's what's up

Hate sickness
21:38 Dec 19 2019
Times Read: 472

Damn KFC messed me up and now I'm sick. Just lovely.. From dreaming nonstop of my other half and now I'm sick. I need a much needed vacation. A solo vacation, a place I can find myself and find the answers i need.

COMMENTS

LORDMOGY
22:35 Dec 19 2019

Arlescia
00:10 Dec 20 2019

Love it. Thank you

DarkestTemptation
04:20 Dec 20 2019

I have ate there food it’s not all bad. The monks in Tabat can help you out. Unless there is a much shorter path than that one.

Arlescia
13:10 Dec 20 2019

Thank you. They not bad, it could of just been the one I went too. I'm in Detroit right now and not all fast food places are kept clean. But I need to be pointed in the right direction. I've been thinking of giving up on the search of my other half and settle.

PyroScales
02:39 Dec 21 2019

kfc has been on recall try chicken shack next time.

Arlescia
13:49 Dec 21 2019

I will thank you

DreamEscape
14:10 Dec 23 2019

try popeye's in newbaltimore mi their food is very good

Arlescia
15:20 Dec 23 2019

Ok thank you. I will

Awaken
15:03 Dec 14 2019
Times Read: 515

So crazy night. I was finally able to fall asleep, a deep sleep. Then I heard a voice say " My queen wake up". Crazy right? Then again saying "Awake". But the voice would wait until I'm in a deep sleep then speak. Weird night part 26.

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Restless
23:09 Dec 13 2019
Times Read: 527

So another restless night dreaming of a special someone, a powerful special someone. I usually get visions and etc. But now I don't know if it's dreamworld or reality. I've been out of practice which I needed in the first place but now maybe. I just hope I'm not going mad lol. I need to figure this out before I say I do to someone else, instead of my true soul mate. Your heart is a complicated organ, never know what path it might lead you on. Well thank you for reading.

COMMENTS

DarkestTemptation
02:11 Dec 14 2019

No, your going mad you have found yourself in the astral plains world. This life when we are awake is the reality. If, you settle down with someone that is not your true soul mate, it will bother you deep within till you find them and make your self truly happy.

Arlescia
14:38 Dec 14 2019

Thats the problem, I don't know where to start looking

KatherinexArduxBloodwolf
21:40 Jan 16 2020

Unfortunately, I travel astrally to be with mine. He died in 1999, way before his time at age 25 from Cancer. However the fates found me a new person to be with that has some similar qualities that he had, but it's still not the same.

Dreams Or Reality
04:27 Dec 13 2019
Times Read: 549

Have you ever couldn't sleep, because everytime you did, you will see your life change from the one your living. Everytime I close my eyes, I see my life changing and I meet my soulmate, my other half. I don't know if I'm dreaming of what I want to happen or am I seeing what will happen. I have always been drawn to this world but maybe it have something to do with strong intuition. Opening the third eye, I don't really know. But maybe someone on here can help. Maybe someone on here are having the same dreams. Maybe. Thank you all for your time.

COMMENTS

DarkestTemptation
18:07 Dec 13 2019

Most dreams are visions of what is to come.

Arlescia
23:15 Dec 13 2019

Maybe what I see is to come. Maybe I'm just going mad lol