Diary Entry 04/04/2014
20:32 Apr 04 2014
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Today began like every other day alone on a sofa, you may ask why on a sofa
well that's a long story for another time, alot of pain and disappointment if you ask me.
There was a mess on the floor as usual near the sofa, cans of beer and food from the night before. The examples of living with my brother and his girlfriend.
Stood up now just standing in my boxers checking out my surroundings, light coming from the window its smoggy out today. Grabbed my baggy shirt and jogging bottoms they are really comfy and I didn't have work till late, It was around 9am.
I sat down in front of my computer contemplating smacking one out, then my brothers girlfriend walked in (supposed to be at work) that idea is out of the question now.
I switch on the monitors the computer has been on all night botting a game of Diablo 3, botting yeah your most likely wondering what that is, basically during the night my computer plays the game for me to get extra stuff i normally wouldn't be able to get.
I was happy to see it had done well during the night, only later to find out the stuff it found for me was useless meh go figure.
I didn't have to be in work till 5pm took some holiday as currently i cant find the urge to go to work. Sadly id rather sit at home and play video games. This is actually what i went on to do till around 11.
I began to contemplate asking my bros gf to go and get some lunch, what you dont know yet as this is my first blog is that im obese and addicted to food, its a love hate relationship i love food and hate my self for eating too much of it.
I love food and hate exercise, tho i feel this comes down my overall hate of life it self and not just my laziness.
Just so you know my mood swings around alot, one second i am happy the next i am suicidal and then maybe i am homicidal.
I tend to find hate in everything in this world, and for some reason i love the fact that i do.
I have an evil sense of despair, ok now i am getting off track.
So i sent her out and i ordered more than one should order for breakfast, I ate it, well i devoured it actually, I loved it, then hated my self for eating it.
Time passed carried on playing D3, got annoyed at my brother and his girlfriend making stupid ass noises behind my, thank god for my headphones.
Time for work, booked a taxi i was too lazy to want to get the bus, not before grabbing 2 more energy drinks and a pack of haribo, i know fucking killing my self with sugar.
I know today is going to be shit as its friday and tends to be really busy since
i work at a call center booking people into hotels for a living.
I mean don't get me wrong the job was great when i first started but its gone down hill over the past year calls have doubled and and people are just dicks 90% of the time.
I mean some of the things you have to deal with are just crazy ok some of the things i really cannot stand.
Guest who book online yet don't know the confirmation number
Just plain dumb people
People who want free stuff all the time
People who book the wrong dates
People to Pre Pay a booking , thus its non refundable then complain they don't get a refund
Having to repeat my self 9 fucking times!
Calling to confirm a booking they just made online, that gave them a goddamn confirmation number seriously WTF
So yeah since writing this its now 8:21pm, and as i predicted today has been shit, my call to booking ratio is non existent as 80% of my calls have been questions that should been answered by their parents not giving birth to such a fucking moron in the first place.
So ive got my brother to get me a bottle of whiskey (also may be an alcoholic) that i will be finishing off tonight possibly with a bottle of Drambuie as well.
Only 1hr and 37min to not commit suicide or tell a random guest to take the phone and repeatedly ram it up their back side until the situation has resolved it self
So this is the end of Diary Entry 1. Fuck me i want to die sometimes :(
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