So yeah guys its been a while since ive posted anything relative on here. Ive just woken up its pretty cold but clear blue sky's not many cars on the road yet only being 7:56 in the morning.
I felt i needed to tell you all of a dream i had though as i write this the details slip further and further away so if it seems rushed its because i want to give you as much as i can.
I woke up this morning feeling something i haven't felt in a few years, a feeling i dont really know how to put in to words. All i can say its calm and comforting and loving its strange i believe it may be the feeling you get when you believe your in love though i have to say that i am not nor do i have anyone in my life that i feel that way about currently.
My dream felt as if it had been invaded that someone knew what i needed and gave me just that, the medium they used was as such that it always would connect with me. A girl of my past , the details are scarce and seem to fade quickly but i remember some.
Lying on a couch, her head resting on my shoulder my arm draped across her back her black hair falls slightly across her face, her pale skin as beautiful as a full moon on a clear night. The aroma emanating from her soothing every sense i have, seems we may have been watching tv or maybe just sitting, being with each other in a moment where nothing had to be thought of. Nothing had to be done other than to be with each other, to need and have everything you could ever want in that single moment i had found a reason for existing.
You may find this silly in parts, but the dream continues in the style of an Anne rice book, why well that would be telling now wouldn't it, both she and i maybe influenced by them :P. So it seems in this dream we have limited time i know i have to leave in a few days but though i cant remember much else i do remember that i couldn't find my ticket to leave.
Maybe this a cosmic way of saying when this person and i do meet that i will have the option of leaving and i will have to make a choice, either that or this is the universe playing a joke and showing me what i may have had if hadn't made certain mistakes in life.
Well either way im sitting here this morning smiling, with thoughts of past times with someone special that no matter what happens i will meet and nothing will stop that from happening. My life is mine to control and i do with it what i must to make my self happy.
If you read this and you know its about you, message me if you dont lol then maybe it was the universe's joke :)
COMMENTS
I'm fairly sure your dream isn't about me, but I just wanted to drop you a message and say that I know exactly what you are talking about. I've had dreams like this myself. Only they've been of someone I've never met.
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DestroyingAngel
07:08 May 13 2011
Dear god.........no. NO!
(sorry lol)