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Well, I awoke today to a very pretty day outside. I ahve been quite productive, too. Lots of chores done and now sitting down to write in journals and read some.



It has been a long time since I have opened up to people. Mainly because I haven't found the right people to open up to. I have been checking out profiles here and I have found something I didn't know I would find. Many folks here are in the BDSM lifeforbidden. Something near and dear to me. I have not been able to partake in quite a while due to family obligations and lack of privacy, but it is still dear to me.



I was 24/7 slave for 5 years to a Master. when it ended, I was lost. It has taken me 7 years to become whole again. Well, not really whole because there will always be this need to serve.



Just another little tidbit about me. Hoping everyone is having a great day! Tootles!

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Lordpeace
23:25 Jun 21 2013

be joyful you will be found

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ScheayaRaven
05:09 Jun 22 2013

Welcome. Glad you are here

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I hate these things sometimes. I never know what to say. I am always full of stuff to say, but sometimes I just can't get in on "paper".



I came to this dark life later than most. I am a witch and being so brought me into contact with other dark beings. I was feeling quite out of sorts and sleeping too much and feeling very tired all the time. Thriugh discussion with others I cam to the decision to try to psi feed. had no idea what I was doing so I just concentrated on the energy of this girl sitiing in the park and it worked. I felt alive.



Fast forward a few months and I come in contact with Red. He was older, wiser and very manipulative. He made me feel specail and I would have followed him anywhere. I actually did. LOL Anyway, he "sired" me and starting mentoring me. and then left me. Bastard.



I have denied my ark self for almost 5 years now. time to buck up and get on with it.



More later....