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Sometimes I need to remind myself that a lot of people suck, wherever you go....of course, the higher the population the more likely you are to run into buttheads.....maybe I'm just having a butthead streak right now.....maybe there are a million great people that I'm just not running into because of a butthead swarm.....hopefully they'll twat on out of my vicinity so all the good people can start popping up:)

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CountessMoon
01:15 Aug 30 2008

-pops up-



So.. like.. you wanna have some dirty dirty hawt scrumpin'?



If you say no.. I'll just stalk you.. either way.. it works in my favor. =D

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I have come to believe that home is where you feel most comfortable....and home for me is California. I don't like it up here, it's cold and crowded. I want to go back to the foothills of the Sierra Nevada mountains. I dream about going home.

This will never be my home, it's not meant to be.

I miss my friends, and the familiarity, and the scenery.....when I first moved to California, I was unsure of it, but that feeling left me very quickly.....here, I'm haunted.

I want to go home.

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phantomsgrief
06:13 Jan 31 2011

i hope you get what you long for

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the boulder of Bleeecchh when it comes bounding out of nowhere and lands squarely on your person is not always a certainty, it's a crapshoot at best. You can be walking along, minding your own business and suddenly WHAM...everything is icky.

I need a boulder umbrella. What about Valium?

j/k;)

I'm actually a huge med scaredycat....I don't even like taking cold medicine or Tylenol....but strangely enough, I like smoking weed. I'm a very high strung person, and pot is one of the few things that curbs my energy without destroying it. Every once in a while it's fun to get stoned and watch horrible movies (as in grade Z)

Yep, I think sometimes that old Bleecchh boulder might just bounce off the smoke:)

*Ahem* My name is Dawn, and I'm a marijuana advocate. Now, where are the cookies and punch?

I hate living in the city. I tried to get acclimated to the situation, but it's just not going to work....there are too many people, too many homeless, too many cars and bikes and dogs and hippies and buses....too much of everything. I'm not a city person, apparently.

So, what do I do now? I let my apartment in California go to move here....and I'll be damned if I'm staying with family. That NEVER works out for the best.....I could stay with friends, but it would be really rough due to their lifestyles....I consider myself a very open minded person, but there are places where I draw the line, and unfortunately most of the people I love do things that I don't want to be around.

So, where does this leave me?

Right where I was, in the middle of a city, where I have an apartment, car, and all the necessities of life....but unhappy.

I HATE being cornered like this.

Oh, well. At least I tried it:)

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GobletOfBlood
16:57 Aug 10 2008

yea... it's intriguing how in the midst of a large city or a lot of something we can still be so alone... and yet can be with just person or just yourself in one perfect place and need nothing more...

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