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Inhale, breath the air,but I can't, the burden of you crushing my throat, cursing me,yelling at me,denial by you of the angry words shotgunned at me whenever I speak, Acrid tears slice open old scars born from you, My love of life transcends the mortal bonds shackled around my heart and lungs, of the wanting to die but the need to live beyond the hell you enjoy surrounding yourself and others in, I cannot smell the roses anymore, your foul words of poisonous fumes have severed my senses, my will to live happily is strong as you drain me of hope or desire for a promised future to breath the clean air of true love.

Nothing no one out there , my eyes see it all, the world once so beautiful,warm always inviting a smile from me now so dark am I still trapped in my mind?, thoughts of reflection, thoughts of regret, thoughts of you tearing,slashing at my body gorging on my soul, Blood crystalzing into dried flakes withen my veins as I die inside from the eternal bitter loneliness I feel that loving you has cursed upon me, the bloody tears once ran down my swollen cheek from your incessant verbal assaults, your words always crushing in on me, sucking every last bit of humanity out of me leaving a dried leathery human skin animated by cracked dusty bones and still tho my body has been whithered into dust my mind/soul reaches out for the love you promised and finding only the bitterness of your hateful undeserved anger leaving me here in my mind forever silently alone.

The vampire that drinks the blood so red, is given life even tho be dead.