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BP Man

22:58 May 27 2010
Times Read: 593


"Give me a respirator, give me a respirator

please BP man give me a respirator."



BP man looked in yonder sea, he turned his head -said unto me:

"No fishing man, the air is clean, theres nothing wrong,

get back to work."



"Give me a respirator, give me a respirator

please BP man give me a respirator."



"I'm coughing, I'm sneezing, I'm passing out,

Please BP man, help me out."



BP man looked in yonder sea, he turned his head -said unto me:

"No fishing man, the air is clean, there's nothing wrong,

get back to work."



"Give me a respirator, give me a respirator

BP man please give me a respirator."



"I'm coughing up blood, I'm passing out,

please BP man, help me out."



BP man looked in yonder sea, he turned his head -said unto me:

"No fishing man, the air is clean, theres nothing wrong,

get back to work."



"BP man, BP man, I think I'm dead."



"Give me a funeral, give me a funeral,

please BP man, give me a funeral."



BP man looked in yonder sea, turned his head -said unto me:

Yes fishing man, I see you are, but see I don't want

them all to know."



"so go back into the water, go back into the water, disappear forever into the water."


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An Empty Hole

01:28 May 27 2010
Times Read: 594




An empty hole - beseeched

upon ether does the gaping hole grow

ever and ever.

Quaking me whole-an emptiness

from where, I do not know

yet it is there.

The emptiness-abroad

spreading through me like a germ

I never asked to feel absurd

forever and ever,

like a stone at the bottom

the ocean depths- suffocating

without breath, I await an end.

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Let me be

22:15 May 25 2010
Times Read: 605


Let me weep into a mug and drink it-



that is all I have to drink.



Let me eat the skin that falls away from me-



that is all I have to eat.



Let me drop dead without an ounce of pain-



rather then living in forever agony.



Let it end/



let me be/



dead.





Let me die in a bed instead of the street-



swept into a gutter without a prayer.



Only the concrete ever cared-



So let me weep and drink my tears;



Farewell.


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jaggedxtears
jaggedxtears
23:42 May 25 2010

Beautiful





 

If I could ask a question

04:03 May 22 2010
Times Read: 626


I ask a question, who knows?

A question about what the future holds.

A question about the very face of life- it wears a mask, why? I don't know.

May I ask this question? Will you know? Will your neighbor know? Will your dog know?

Or your cat? I wonder if you've thought about it...It's why I ask.



What's the Meaning of Life?



I have another question, any takers?

a show of hands if someone knows, I wonder to which direction this will flow- to the

gulf of Mexico? Perchance a river, something short. Whichever direction, I am there

Waiting for an answer. So are you ready for the question? You think you have a clue?

You think you have the evidence? Why not show some proof.



Why do we destroy that which we need?



Think you've had enough persay? You can go, Oh wait no- you have to stay.

I've got another question, don't you faint, do you know the answer?

Taking out your pad and paper? Scribbling something down.

Hoping I won't see what you wrote, you burn it to the ground.

I'm still asking...



Why are we born just to suffer?



Had enough? Your brain's exploded, leaving stretch marks everywhere?

I've not yet heard it spoken, the answer I so wish to hear.

can't you take a simple question without smoke spilling from your ears??

I just have a little question, someone tell me if you know-Or submit it in writing.



If everything you knew was a lie, How could you tell truth from lies?



Are you at your end already? Smoldering on the ground- Squirming. Waving your white flag and pleading.

On your knees and begging, your face turning blue, well it's already almost over so

Pull yourself back together, I only have on more thing to ask. I hope you'll solve the

problem. I put my faith in you.



If your whole life, everyone told you what to believe, what to do, what to say and

what to think, are you really you? Or what they told you to be?


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The Rumble

03:48 May 20 2010
Times Read: 660


I hear a rumble, a distant rumble

and a pain.

Again I hear a rumble, a vibration in the air

Perhaps thunder

Then the pain, the vicious pain returns.



I feel a pain, a vicious pain

from within.

Will it rain? I hear a rumble, a distant rumble

in my head.

I feel the vertigo setting in, I yell with all I have but no one hears. The floor becomes the ceiling and I plummet to my knees.



I hear the thunder growing stronger

my insides start to shake.

The pain becomes more then I can bare

and I weep.

I weep in the cold, I taste my tears

They become my only nourishment

and my fear.

I find myself on my back, gasping

Screaming!



I need food

I need food

I need food



But I know I won't get any.







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Smile
Smile
14:34 May 20 2010

If you are we with you will never fear going hungry.





LunaMaxwell
LunaMaxwell
22:46 May 20 2010

i like this one. it makes complete sense. and i can feel the hunger





 

To the Gulf Of Mexico( to be renamed Gulf of dead silence)

19:41 May 17 2010
Times Read: 685


Sweet Empty gulf farewell

all the animals I've known so well

adrift among the lifeless waves

corroding in the grim sun's rays.



Oh the dim murk reeks of death

the odors cause my nose distress

I'll never see the water blue

consumed forever by BP's Crude.







- To every animal that has swam, trot, or flew

I bid thee all adieu



I'll miss you.


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WaitsForTheMoon
WaitsForTheMoon
19:45 May 18 2010

Like this as well





Smile
Smile
01:41 May 19 2010

Still beautiful





 

Pay to breathe

04:07 May 15 2010
Times Read: 696




Pay to breathe

Pay to breathe

wrapped in greed

you cannot see

the meaning of life

before your eyes

stillness captured in your lies

worth a dime

pockets dry

you do a crime

you do the time

then you pay to breathe?

Or you die?

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Why Can't I?

04:23 May 13 2010
Times Read: 704


with sad choices,Oh Sad Voices, Crying in the night

Weeping pain, they cry in vain, they weep in sorrow, why can't I?

Piercing shrieks, they find their peak, within my heart

within my soul, they consume my insides, Consume me whole.

Weeping Children, dying night, lives are ending before they start.

I hear their voices, I hear their pain, I hear them reaching for life again, they weep forever, they weep their plight, weeping in sorrow, Why Can't I?


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Smile
Smile
10:36 May 13 2010

This hurts my heart





 

Dreaming

20:44 May 03 2010
Times Read: 724


I lie on ground so bare, as if nothing were ever there, in the effervescent air, dreaming. Dreaming of a world yet to come, sucking on a sweet red plum,dreaming. I've never dreamt before, sleep has always been a bore yet I somehow yurn for more, Dreaming. A taste of happiness, taken from a Black crow's nest , served on a bed of lettuce, dressed. Watching mother nature's best, Dreaming. I cannot stop lying here. Breathing open air, upon the ground so bare. Wishing for things that aren't there, Dreaming.



- I don't know if it's good.

Is it even finished?

Some comments would help.


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LunaMaxwell
LunaMaxwell
22:33 May 20 2010

it sounds pretty complete. i just want to point out that although it's very common, rhyming all the time isn't a good thing. not saying this is bad because it isn't. just a side note to consider





 

Bury me a pit of wonder

23:26 May 02 2010
Times Read: 729


Bury me a pit of wonder

the last remains of my pitiful self

the dirt that covers

the grave that stands

becomes my memory

in the pit of sand.



Bury me a pit of sorrow

bury it in my chest

put a grave into my heart

and lay my faith to rest



bury my failings

bury my success

I do not care anymore

life is cursed and blessed.



Which was I?


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Smile
Smile
03:50 May 03 2010

Very deep.





WaitsForTheMoon
WaitsForTheMoon
19:44 May 18 2010

Like this very much








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