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My Death Shall Wander The Winter Gardens

21:10 Jan 30 2012
Times Read: 468


My death shall wander winter gardens, moonlight nift upon my wall. Where sunshine never reaches yonder, wilting petals are my all. Read my epitaph, it's green. It's silent melody, obscene; and wandering the winter garden's death am I.



My death shall wander winter gardens, holding breadth of all I was; or ever will be, taking moonlight strolls into divinity. Held captive by my grave, I'm dismembered and set to lay, under the stars forever.



My dreams are captive in a sack, my hopes are mounted on a rack, my love is freely shared online, limewire downloads all of mine, the largest downloads of all time.



My wit is buried in the sand, my sorrow sprouted fertile land, growing only purple yams come Easter.

They shot my hatred to the moon, they drowned my humor in the blue, and to this day, the fish are still all laughing.



My death shall wander winter gardens, carrying my pain. Wandering the pale moonlight till the end of days. My grave's erected near a patch of ivy in the mist, where to this day no living person's gone without an itch.



...And so I kissed my grave upon the greenest fields of winter, where tomorrow intersects with all the parts we've lost together. Greenest dreams.


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Sillhouette Of Whom I Was

20:50 Jan 30 2012
Times Read: 469


O' silhouette of who I was,

why do you haunt me? (The cause)

Why do you pain me? (I'm lost)

Why do you suffocate my soul?



O' silhouette of who I was, (ago)

where every day, I weep (alone)

why do you haunt me? (so)

I will never return to whom I was.



O silhouette of who I was, (In air)

Why do you watch me whilst I sleep? (again)

Why do you bring me pain? (So bare)

Where every morning, day and evening (spare)

consume me, and I shall never be rid of you.



I'll take my life if I have to.


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In Pain

20:48 Jan 30 2012
Times Read: 470


I lay woe upon the pain I feel,

the stitches, they have yet to heal

...and prick my needle with your seal,

I am in pain, I am in pain.



I awoke another day,

there be no reason just to lay

but the pain, it's here to stay

thus I 'm in pain, I'm pain.



The pain,

it doesn't go away

and I must suffer day to day

because I breathe; I pray

and every day, I live in vain,

...in pain.



Gaia help me.


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Oh The Internet

05:05 Jan 18 2012
Times Read: 478




Oh The Internet.

The only thing that's made life livable is the internet;

...and amidst world wars and poverty, I type my woes to you.



Where would we be without our internet?

It's made our world go round and back,

a smaller place to live;

...and all the interesting people we've met,

simply won't exist.



Oh the internet,

when things were tough, you'd make me laugh,

when things were slow, I'd always know

that I could turn to you for the best of times.



...And when global IQs plummet, you provide the facts,

Oh truth, I've missed you so. Where were you?

I'd like to know,

perhaps I'll ask the internet for answers.



Oh the internet,

where would we be without our internet,

and how will we exist without it?



I certainly don't want think of it,

I do not wish to part.

I do not wish to bury the internet alongside my heart.



My body couldn't take that, there's little freedom as it is.

...And every day I wake my eyes,

there's another reason to despise;

...each and every day.



So I say unto you, dear internet:

Thank you.



Thank you for making life bearable.



Kids born tomorrow will never know the wonders of today-

and the most wondrous of them all is the internet.



Thank you.

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Together In The Warmth Of Parting (Lyrics)

02:16 Jan 17 2012
Times Read: 487






I am no stranger, meeting in cold

but daddy oh daddy, don't let me go.



From deep in the loins, I sprang forth in chains,

but daddy oh daddy, it's minimum wage.



Together...;

let's stay together;

I don't want to go away in cold weather.



Together...;

deep in the cold...

daddy oh daddy, don't let me go.



I am no stranger, to a pain in the gut

where hunger's so deep, it's tearing you up.



But I would give up a month's worth of food,

to keep on living together with you.



Together...;

let's stay together;

I don't want to go away in cold weather.



Together...;

deep in the cold...

daddy oh daddy, don't let me go.



Life's been rough, and rougher it's still

but I've always had family to give me the will.



Where will I go and what will I do?

When I am no longer depending on you.



Together...;

let's stay together;

I don't want to go away in cold weather.



Together...;

deep in the cold...

daddy oh daddy, don't let me go.



Aren't I still your wee little child?

But in these past months, we've drifted a mile.



When food is so scarce, and money so poor,

I suppose I can't keep being together with you.



Together...;

let's stay together;

I don't want to go away in cold weather.



Together...;

deep in the cold;

daddy oh daddy, don't let me go.



Daddy oh daddy, where should I go...?



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This is a song that I wrote. It's roots lie in the millions of children in Greece who are now homeless. They were kicked out of their own homes and by their own parents.



Greece is economically destitute. It's elected government was overthrown by the IMF and replaced by a bank executive. That's right, Greece which is the cradle of democracy, has now become a dictatorship.



All, social safety nets cut and people being shot down in the streets for demanding justice, by a non-elected entity, people can no longer afford to feed themselves and out of extreme poverty, people are having to make truly difficult decisions.



Families are broken up and children wind up having to fend for themselves.



This is reality, it's a world in which budgets and profits supersede life, in value and priority.

It's a world where altruism is evil and greed is good.

...And every day your heart breaks just a little bit more and your will to live receives yet another crack in a series of fissures that threaten to send you crumbling into a million pieces at the very core.



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Eraeshion Negma

01:54 Jan 17 2012
Times Read: 489


Where do owls fly, when I close my eyes?

Their wings of whisper sing goodbye,

and I can only stand and cry

...as the darkness shrouds around me.



Where have all the owls flown?



Where do winters go when bled?

When summer sunshine's come instead

and all the winter snow ascends

to take it's place in the pantheon of ages.



Where have all the winters bled?



Where is the light, with which to see?

The icy wind which blankets me

and tells me that there is no hope

...that I will never walk in the bask of sunlight.


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Atomic Rain

22:58 Jan 07 2012
Times Read: 498


Oh the atomic rain a fluttering;

...upon me, upon me,

within me, within me;

the radiation lurking;

...eternal.



Oh the atomic rain, a mist;

...you breathe it in, your bones go thin,

and in it's deadly beauty,

you amidst the twinkling stars.



Tis the realm of highlights, and the night it pulses,

splashes and cascades with beautiful gems of liquid

dropping in again.

But you daren't touch it; or ingest it's soothing call,

for in the end it's atomic rain,

atomic once and for always.



...And I know your tongue is parching,

the rain is so inviting, but the toss up here it comes;

death or drink, the choice resolves.

Either way, the outcome stands,

you take a drink, you lie in sands.



We live in a thirsty world,

when the clouds give birth to atomic rain.



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In The Virtual Cage Of Vertigo

05:15 Jan 06 2012
Times Read: 504


In the virtual cage of vertigo, aimless do we roam,

deprived of mother home.



In the virtual cage of vertigo, there be no place to go.



What direction do we turn?

what direction do we yearn?

What direction calls our names?

What direction can we save?



We stand on ceilings and look at the floor,

we go out the window and enter the door;

where is where anymore?



In the virtual cage of vertigo, there be no certainty

what's in store? The world is topsy turvy more and more.



And to whom can we implore? To whom can we outreach?

Logic is destroyed and justice is impeached.



...In the virtual cage of vertigo, reality is damaged to it's core.


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