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Trapped In Vertigo

00:38 Feb 26 2010
Times Read: 620


I inquire to know

gentle reader heed my call



what is good?



what is bad?



for I am trapped in vertigo

gravity no longer holds me

and the sun no longer shines.



Caring about each other is a crime?



Killing? Murder is upheld?



Is this a warped Orwellian nightmare?

am I it's sole witness?

floating in vertigo in the vacuum of nothing?



when was reason robbed?

when did the world fall on it's axis?



when did cow's become carnivores

pouncing on the lions and feasting on their bones?



when did life become a tool that anyone can abuse?



when did death begin to equal justice?



When was compassion outlawed?

people being taken into custody without reason.

Is the world so corrupt?



does no one have a brain?



do we throw away our privacy and freedom over nothing?



did 5000 years history leave no mark?



I feel trapped in vertigo

can anyone help me?



or am I to float in the vast dank forever?


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LunaMaxwell
LunaMaxwell
18:43 Apr 05 2010

i wonder about these things everyday. the world is & will always be corrupt. if we think about it, humans, by nature, never get along perfectly. the world isnt and will never be a utopia. it is indeed very unfortunate





 

Pave Way

00:30 Feb 26 2010
Times Read: 621


Pave way

for we are slaves

eating from the street trough



Whatever comes our way

be it lettuce or scraps

we swallow it the same



We swallow it all

that's why we're slaves

unable to stand before oppression



So we crawl upon our knees

quadruped in need

eating from the street trough



deprived of humanity


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The Orange Lights

03:17 Feb 19 2010
Times Read: 627




I have seen them

the eternal embers falling

like stars, they gleam

out from yonder

orange,yellow flames

plummeting towards the ground.



I thought it beautiful

wishing to hold it in my palm

a faerie I could catch and tame

mine forever.



Till that flame hit my house

and my mood transformed to horror.

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I am lost in a world I do not know

04:39 Feb 18 2010
Times Read: 630


Follow me dear

you are lost

alone in the eternal woods

I shall lead you out of here...



This dream world is nothing

a lie I'd rather not see you bare

So take my hand

I shall lead you out of here



This world stole my sanity

I'd rather not it steal another

hurry fore the time is near

Take my hand

So I can lead you out of here.


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Daisymayplay
Daisymayplay
16:55 Mar 17 2010

I love it :)





 

The Dawn Of Wintry Splendor

04:29 Feb 17 2010
Times Read: 639


THE DAWN OF WINTRY SPLENDOR





The orb of winter shining

oh so brightly in the sky

casting rays upon the dawn

lightly coloring the ground

We wake to see the essence

burned eternally to our minds

we walk through the door

into the open zones beyond

the fresh air hits our lungs

we begin to feel alive

in the dawn of wintry splendor

day shortly follows

guarded by closely by the rays.


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Searching for the lost stare

04:03 Feb 16 2010
Times Read: 660


Does no one read Poems anymore?

Do my poems suck? Is that it?



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SEARCHING FOR THE LOST STARE



Where is hope

so Forlorn

all the things I used to know

suffocated in front of me

all Obscene



Where is heart

where is love

I thought those were real

seems Twas wrong



by the raging brooks with their cerulean strides

lamenting the mist with fizz awry



I stand near lonely meadows pondering



what happened to my painting of earth



what scoundrel dared to rape it



what happened to the purity of the natures



what Miscreant dared taint it.



Touching every tree, their brown rough beneath my fingertips

passing their fears and anger towards me.



I sit and stare at the last remnants of my painting

Without Hope, heart, or future.



its been taken from me.



stolen by some cretin,



and I haven't the brush to paint it anew.


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JunyFae
JunyFae
04:56 Feb 17 2010

I like the flow better.. much better...





 

In Within The Truest Dove Prances

03:46 Feb 09 2010
Times Read: 667




In within

Tall Branches

Calling my name

the sap of nature



In Truest dove

The Kiss shall blow

leafy green the wonder

The name I shall know

and love thereafter

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The Mind Of An Angry Goth

04:02 Feb 08 2010
Times Read: 669


I am angry at the world



I am angry at the sun



Every person's smile pisses me off



And I want them all gone.







I am angry at the world



I am angry at the air



I'm sick of seeing prissy faces



get me out of here.







I despise your Voice



I despise your lies



I don't know who you are



But if your reading this



I hate you anyway



And if you skipped over this poem



to read some meaningless bullshit



I'll be there one day



Spitting on your grave.


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JunyFae
JunyFae
04:55 Feb 16 2010

This is Good... The honesty is palpable and real. Very nice... more real..





 

Caress Of Light

03:54 Feb 02 2010
Times Read: 674


Where I lurk in shadows

a ghost reminds my name



whispering,



Chanting



Holding my hand in darkness

The warmth I've never known



Caressing



Breathing



Pulling me up into the clouds

Where Light enrobes me



Higher



Endlessly



Into the cloud kingdom

I leave my body behind



Forever.


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broken
broken
04:40 Feb 16 2010

nice





JunyFae
JunyFae
04:56 Feb 16 2010

Gives a nice feeling of ascension.. I like this one as well...








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