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Its been a very hard time lately. My mother was in the hospital for ten days...but two days after she was admitted..my nephew dies...she got out of the hospital yesterday which was a great thing but she is very weak still and she will never be 100 percent again! I had a funeral to go to today...that was very hard....I also log in and had been talking to a what is called a use to be best friend....we were in love at one time and he loses internet ...I painfully waited for him for a long time since october of 2006....my heart was all for him....the past few nights we been chatting it up on yahoo.....there was flirting and he had told me that we can start slow and chances are we would get back to the way we were.....that was a joke.....he told me I had no competition....I find out today after I come home from the funeral that he has someone else...after I wait for him for a very long time...and he doesn't even have the balls or decency to tell me...what a best friend huh? If he had told me things would be fine and we could be best friends and I could go on with life..but no he gave me hope only to break my heart....he is a liar ...not trustworthy ...and too damned scared to say any truth...isn't that right gruesometendacies?