Oh … I do wish that
I could re-write the
scene that took place
the other day; when
I met I met a Goth Babe
that I used to know as
Debbie Shrewsbury Dee
and we had got talking,
about Cognitive Behavioural
Therapy; ‘an we talked of many
things, like how we hated game-
players and suchlike: then, as she
was goin, I’d said how we should
keep in touch, an she said, I’m on
Face Book, to which I had said,
‘I don’t do.’ So she had given me
her number, that when rung took
me to nowhere, but either a dead line,
or an answerin service; and this from
a woman who I’d often talked to, about
twenty years ago, or more. An I keep on
thinking and dwellin on what she had said;
an keep writing scenario that explains what
had happened: an all of them lead to one possible answer, which as I don’t like, I do not want to face; but I actually think it’s the case that she really doesn’t want to know me, an it was her ‘out.’
Patrick Swayze and Keith Floyd:
one looked like the essence of Life
given form; whilst the other drank
of the wine, tasting well his fill; and
I will miss them both.
Treading a troubled path to enlightenment
the Seeker walks onward, holding out his
hand, to those who seem in need; though
even as he does he knows that he will need
to stop doing so, or put himself in harm’s
way again. Yet though he knows what he
does, the fellow continues to go on his way
in the manner that he happens to; trying to
do the right thing, even though it’s wrong
again; and yet again.
And, the dragon’s roar though mighty, is
little more than a bore as he marches forth,
his sword of truth in hand, as he swings it
in an arc, aiming at nothing and everything
as he seeks to do right, through the day and
the night, while he continues onward, on
that dark and twisted, troubled path, that
leads him onward and, into the ogres wrath
that jumps upon his back, as he keeps to the
track, that is even more potholed than he at
first thought: yet, he walks on.
Knowing full well, that he’d bought into
this many years before, the Seeker walks
on into tomorrow with little unease; as he
is far more concerned about the ladybird,
that he nearly stepped upon, as he put his
foot onto a stretch of his journey, that he
had not put his foot before. And, though
there were scratches aplenty, as he made
his way, with that shiny sword of truth,
for no mere callow youth he; there was
no blood; and he made an effort, to not
never sound uncouth; ‘coz for someone
treading a troubled path such as he, that
would be just as bad as any cut..
at 15 I was straight
at 16-17 I was gay
at 19 I was mixed
then, at 36 I knew me.
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