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I'm ageing
02:21 Mar 29 2009
Times Read: 841

full lotus, tick.

legs round neck, tick.

teeth loss, also tick!

backache,

[after lifting someone when fitting] tick.

and, have you seen a recent photo of

me? I'm skeletal.



yep, I'm ageing,

as.. I am.

Spring Forward Mellow.
00:39 Mar 29 2009
Times Read: 842

I think mellow, as I listen to Yellow, with my

headset on as the ghosts of my Life resurrect

themselves, with an audio tape that I haven’t

played since she left me and at four minutes

past twelve, I count the minutes, till we Spring

forward, into the new morn, that will come

with a later dawn, as the clocks have been

wound on…

"being content..."
00:47 Mar 25 2009
Times Read: 863

being content is a hard trick: yet…



think on..

what you can

and can't control.



look at what you can

and can't deal with



and work on that

premise: when you

do that, Life gets

that little bit easier.





* *

"I've been very insecure..."
00:43 Mar 25 2009
Times Read: 864

I've been very insecure,

in my time. not Now.



at 2 I was cute.

downhill after that.

blue eyes, bright;

and, blonde hair

almost quite white.



at 36 I became self-aware

and little by little, changed

the script; so Now, don't

care, what 'they' say.



* *

.. net caring & sharing.
00:15 Mar 25 2009
Times Read: 874

.. when one makes a connection, even when the connection is tenuous, one finds onesself caring, somewhat, for that person, I'm talking of.

'Silly' Spinach
00:08 Mar 25 2009
Times Read: 875

“am serious going spinach hunting when I leave.

Spinach in pasta shells, with cheese. Yumm.”



can't always find it.. but mmmm. scrummy.

two pacs in the freezr..



“aww poor spinach,” she said



“it had such a bright future,” she added.



“aye it's doomed.” I told her, “destined

for my stomach.”

friends, to be rid of... [to cull]
23:48 Mar 24 2009
Times Read: 877

a mate summed it up once with 'everyones a twat' then proved himself right by fucking me up.

thing is, my worlds a tad tilted, to theirs.

"My list of interests"
23:38 Mar 24 2009
Times Read: 878




‘Take a walk on the wild side,’ and

‘I’m back in the New York Groove’

And.. “As you know, I haven’t a

Problem with morally grey…” says

Noah Bennett in Heroes and “OMG..

Fore sure… Fore sure… she’s a

Valley Girl…’ and…”Barf me out,

gag me with a spoon…’ play’s as I’m

typing; dwelling as a dweller does, on

a series of emails, about common

interests. And I wonder, just wonder,

how many of mine are common?



“I mean: there’s my Fathers passed on

many obscure interests on to me: an

interest in UFO's, God [his existence];

The Old West; gardening; Old Castles;

manor houses; long walks & good whiskey

& fine wine...



long silences, filled with thought; freeflow

upon the page; the fascination a blade of

grass holds; and, the clouds floating high

above...



the company of friends, loyal and true;

close family; and nowadays, you too,”

I told her.