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I want to convey to you how it feels

but I can not put it in words

This ache that lingers inside when I see your not there

From the moment I hear your voice, I have no choice

but to listen, I am captured, captivated, Spell bound.

What power is this?? I want to scream, I am no longer

who I use to be. I am obssesed, I can't relent.

Is it the want of me by you?? Is that what draws me?

Then why do I pace, why do I look for you around every

corner? I start to feel numb. I wait for your warmth.

My mind cannot concentrate. It jumps here and there

only concentrating on you. What have you done?

I am afraid of this, afraid it will consume me.

I feel I am already drowning in it, drowning

in you.

I pull into the corner and gather my knees to me

crying the tears fall like a fountain with out

and end. You are not near, I wait just to hear

your voice, to feel your touch. To be surrounded

by you once again.

You know what you've done

cast me under your spell

sent stratight to the hell

to live in darkeness

Alone



I still here it now

Your voice sing song

And I can't move on

I fumble through this darkness

Alone



You have created this ache

and I am pacing the floor

watching the door

hoping you light this darkness

Alone



I can't seem to catch my breath

my lungs fill with black

drowning I can't get you back

I am consumed by the darkness

Alone

Free Me

Save Me

Bleed Me

Kill Me

Leave me in puddles on the floor



Push Me

Pull Me

Sex Me

Slave Me

Leave me on my knees begging for more.



I want to be free

tired of this guilt

tired of the lies

that were built

on lies of man

handed down mouth to hand

to put me into chains for life

cutting through my flesh

like a knife

Leaving me in puddles on the floor

Sour discontent

the lazy dribble drown

of words you said

a lie again



Crazy anxiety

the sorrowful mourning

of love you displayed

a lie again



Aching heart

the disconsolate find

of something turned to nothing

a lie again



No, there is not excuse

No words to tell the truth

No heart to love again

No wound that will mend

False Gods built again

False witness to pretend

False words said again

Lies....again

This bleeding heart can no longer sustain

the hope it once rendered, the love it once gave

This bleeding soul can no longer sustain

the light it once rendered, the life it once gave

the love, the life, all lies.