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I nolonger have internet at my house so i won't be around for awhile after today.I am out of school tomorrow so i can't use those comps since i wont have a ride there.I will be back online as soon as i can so try not to miss me too much lol.Laterz

I have found myself being pulled in two different directions when it comes to the feelings I have thinking of being out of school for abit.On one hand,I see not having to get up early and goin to class and doing homework a blessing because I will be able to sleep in again and not worry about doing any work.On the other hand, I see it as a curse because i will be royally bored at home and will end up geting stressed out with everything around the house.I gues I will not trully kow which way I will embrace fully until School lets out in a few days.I just hope it is for the good so that i can enjoy my tim off.

Today I heard a song on the radio that reminded me of a time of happiness.This song expresses how I felt for someone who I thought was my soulmate.I was ready to spend the rest of my life with her yet it wasn't ment to be.She decided she was happier with someone of her gender and shattered my heart and no mtter how hard I try I cannot get over it.Thus i have placed myself within a invisable prison trapped with my emotions forever tormenting me until I can find the one woman for me.I shall grow old watching life pass me by, seeing all the couples in love walk past me oblivious to anyone around them.I am to be empty inside and actually do not know of what love trully is so I will not know it that easily.

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Isis101
00:34 Dec 30 2008

I know what you mean...seeing those happy couples skipping merrily along makes my stomach hurt. I'm happy for them, but damn...life is passing by!

Well, good luck...when you least expect it, expect it, as the saying goes...

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