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here i am once again tears on my face pain in my heart razor coverd in blood the pain i once felt was nothing to the pain i feel now the hurt thats running thru me the sorrow of my red tears sting my face my black heart was cold but now frozen my eyes are blood shot and cold i never thought i could feel this bad i never thought i would need you to put me together what hurts the most is knowing everything you said isn't true i was broken before but now i'm shatterd but now there's nothing left of me we was once so close now we're so far... i lost my heart i lost my mind i lost all contorl of me now your gone your in the arms of another and i'm here all alone i fell into pieces i'm on the floor like glass broken pieces of glass razor sharp pieces of glass i guess this is my goodbye i guess this is my farwell i guess this is my way of saying im sorry for letting you in im sorry for letting myself slip into thinking this is my fairytail has finnely came but i was wrong i should have known everything was going wrong i'm not a princess imy life isn't a fairytail my world dosen't have butterflys my happiness was never here i just thought i was gonna have it but i never did i guess i lost something i never really had well maybe some day i'll get something good but till then my blade is the only thing that's gonna stay because love didn't it never has my dream is a nightmare my life is a disater my world is distrored just like me