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Sometimes I wonder if I'm being punished for falling in love. I've loved the same man for 10 years and he doesn't even begin to understand how much it takes out of me.



I shy away or ruin a relationship with anyone else just because I want to be with him and only him. I don't want to live my life alone, waiting for him to decide when he wants to be with me, but I will if I have to.



I really really liked and still like this other guy but I know that if I go with him, I will lose my love for good. Yet, everytime I think about the other guy, my heart breaks. In some ways, I know I was destined to meet him, but why?



I keep thinking that if I wait for a sign I will know who to choose. Although, if I wait too long, there will be nothing left to wait for. I love him so much, but do I really want to wait another 10 years for him?