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I am STILL a whelp. How the hell am I supposed to become a mosquito? (Yes, that sounds lame, I know.) I have rated people. Rated everything, visited 600 pages, spent TONS of time... what else is there to do?

I can't stand the wavering process of not knowing whether or not I want to stay. It's confusing. But only because OF my life. I don't know if I want to keep it. I am SOOOO tired of hearing people say they have it hard. Especially when they don't know the half of it, know what I mean? Seriously, why bother if it isn't true?