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Tired of the pain

From your endliss game

Called life,

The endless fight.

The struggle,

The war,

But what for?

To die,

Leave families to cry?



Pain

Is just a bother.

But it can be helpful,

Make us feel nice.

One simple move,

One cut with a knife.



It doesn't take much,

Just courage and reason,

Take the time

Do it right

Don't live in this endless fight...

Alone.

Life is crumbling before my eyes.

I can’t see past the lies…

And recognize

The truth.

It makes no sense.

Life won’t work for me.

I have my good days.

I have loving parents…

But I don’t know if it makes up for the bad days.

The days of hurt…

The days that turns my heart to stone…

And I feel alone.

I always feel left behind.

No one sees through my eyes.

They don’t know what my life is like.

YES, I know others have it rough,

But it the pain is the same.

There is nothing to gain.

No one will love you more.

Especially if they don’t love you at all.

Closed in by walls.

Iron Bars.

What goes on inside...

Goes too far…

Please…

Help me…

Try to see…

The real…

Me…

Fear

A word I hold dear.

Close to my heart.

When I feel apart,

From everyone,

Which is always.

Close the doors.

Make me fall to the floor

On my knees.

Hold a gun to my head.

Say you will shoot me,

Kill me,

Make me dead.

I’ll say okay…

We’ll go separate ways.

Either you’ll leave…

Or I’ll go to heaven or hell…

Either way,

We both fell.

I’m scared.

I admit it.

Everyone is scared of something.

EVERYONE.

Hide it,

Deny it,

Defy it.

You have it.

You have fear.

We all hold it dear…

Somewhere…

What a word...

But it is used carelessly.

Without meaning.

It has no definition anymore......

"Good Night, Love you."

They don't love us.

They want to get rid of us.

Shut us up.

Like a little lost pup.

Wandering the streets,

Nothing to eat.

Waiting for a passer by

To sympathize.

Waiting for someone to care.

Just a word to the wise:

Look all you want.

No TRUE love will be there.

How many times

Have we been left behind?

People ask questions for a reason

They get ignored,

They are left out,

Not because one forgets...

But maybe one wants to forget.

But why are we left out?

Many, including me, want to shout.

Give a cry,

"Why leave us out? WHY?!?"

The important questions,

"Where's mom?"

"What happened?"

"Are you alright?"

They lie through their teeth.

They don't know where anyone is.

They don't want you to know what happened. NO, THEY ARE NOT ALRIGHT!

They just don't want to cause uproar and fight.

Avoid situations.

Give hesitations.

No motivation.

Why?

Envy...

A powerful word...

Taking the image of a bird.

It flies away

From people's lips

The very thought

Falling from their fingertips.

I envy those

Who live life for what it's worth

Since their birth.

But they are weak.

They are vulnerable.

I do not envy that.

That isn't just my worthless opinion.

That's a matter of fact.

A statement

Being made.

While all life's light

Fades.

Envy-

A powerful word

Impromper use

Is absurd.

Get it right.

Live in fright.

Live in the darkness of the night.

Where nothing is bright

At all.

I walk alone.

My heart as hard

As cold

As a forgotten stone

In the middle of the night

When all turns to fright.

Where nothing is bright.

At all.

Where closed in walls

And cat-calls

Make self-esteem fall.

The darkness itself engulfs

The power

The energy

The helplessness of others.

Always being a bother.

Draining you of any thoughts

That might bring hope.

Instead making you sit around,

Mourn

Pout,

And Mope.