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I've wandered around alone at night, then too my suprise i began to walk with someone with in the shadows...



I whispere voice echoing in through my mind, inticing me to follow, submit to the persons will...



I was afraid, unknown was the energy, but it intrigued me, the mind the being the one i was walking with...



How cruel our minds can be, decieving us into belief, we can feel and touch and know what is real but in the end is nothing...



I walked with this person, felt them, loved them and now they are being pulled away from me by a higher being...



we do not want to leave, we do not want to walk alone, we want each others company, but life is against us again...



Damn the world, where we must suffer every day, damn those who can smile even when every thing is wrong...



Damn my life, for making me feel what i have longed for so long, then rip it away from beneath my nose...



I will lay bloodied and tear stricken in the night as I wait to see if i will walk again, walk again in the shadows with him..........

Last weekend I was invited to join a vampire order, The House of Esmeray, by a friend of mine who is a seeker for the group. I will be recieving my sigil when I go for initiation into the community. They are a very friendly group, who have welcomed me warmly into their family. I have a place now....



In accordance to that, it was after my awakening that my friend invited me to the Order. He and his partner will probably be my mentors, as i decided which path I may take. I think I may be more proned to follow the path of a counselor, rather than a priest or a warrior, but it will depend on my strengths and my weaknesses, and I will take in the guidance of my mentor/s....