When she looks at you---your friends all smilling around you, so happy, so close
She wants to cry
You may grant slight involvment, but there's still a blockade
You Apallo, you Hercules, you Romeo, you plague!
You can talk to her, she'd like that
Or smile in her direction
She'll smile back
But she's screaming inside
She's crying out
You're fresh cut meat to a starving caged mongrel
You golden boy, you American dream, you perfection
Her sickness
She's just shy, she's just quiet, reserved, reclusive
She's goth, punk, emo, gay, bi, straight, goody-goody girl, the band geek, and the drama freak...
The good little Virgin Mary, who's never missed a sunday, who blushes at the mear mention of......sex.....
Pill poppin' her chemical happiness everytime she gets the chance, just to get her through....
She's heard it all
Shut up, there's no classification!
You can't know her, she doesn't even know herself
All she knows is that she can't think straight
She's sad alot, she's lonely, she's angry, she's frustrated!
Inside, there's a chaotic, multi-colored ball of never ending knotted thread that she can't seam to cut away
Does she "love" you?
No
Does she envy you, your world, everything you are, everything that you'll become?
Maybe
You're detrimental
And it's all...she knows....it's all in bad heath....
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