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I'm thinking I need a new perspective in life right now. My days have become a rut and are running together. I hate being on a different schedule as everyone else. It makes me feel so isolated and lost. I never get to see the few people I care about anymore. Working the graveyard shift sucks. First there's the whole date thing. It sounds silly but it really messes with your head when you get out of work, go to bed, wake up and go back to work on the same day but leave work on a different day. It's really weird and hard to explain. Then there's the whole thing about the people you meet between the hours of 10pm and 7am. Some are cool, but the vast majority of them are drunks, bums and drug dealers or very creepy in a bad way.(at least around here anyway) It makes it really hard to make new friends or carry out a thriving relationship. On top of that it really messes up your body too. My weight generally shifts in excess of 25lbs in just a months time without any changes in dieting or excersize. The only variable being how much sleep I get which isn't much. Between the lack of sleep, the days running together and the extreme feeling of isolation I think my brain is turning to mush and I'm seriosly starting to question my sanity a bit. I need to really find a new job but I don't really want to since I plan on packing up and moving withing the next year or two and I have well over five years on the job. And since job stability and reliability are things that are highly valued on housing apps, it wouldn't be such a good idea for me to quit right now. I guess I'll just have to suck it up for a little while longer and deal with it.

Never let your hair get too close to a fan. Bad things will happen.