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00:11 Feb 27 2015
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23:30 Feb 21 2015
Times Read: 305

Last night was hell. I ran a 102.7 temp at one point...Couldn't breath and was coughing non-stop...I feel a little better today. :D

22:23 Feb 15 2015
Times Read: 318






All of the lights land on you

The rest of the world fades from you

And all of the love I see

Please please say you feel it too

And all of the noise I hear inside

Restless and loud, unspoken and wild

And all that you need to say

To make it all go away

It's that you feel the same way too



And I know

The scariest part is letting go

'Cause love is a ghost you can't control

I promise you the truth can't hurt us now

So let the words slip out of your mouth



And all of the steps that led me to you

And all of the hell I had you walk through

But I wouldn't trade a day for the chance to say

My love, I'm in love with you



And I know

The scariest part is letting go

'Cause love is a ghost you can't control

I promise you the truth can't hurt us now

So let the words slip out of your mouth



I know that we're both afraid

We both made the same mistakes

An open heart is an open wound to you

And in the wind there's a heavy choice



Love has a quiet voice

Still you mind, now I'm yours to choose

And I know

The scariest part is letting go

Let my love be the light that guides you home



And I know

The scariest part is letting go

'Cause love is a ghost you can't control

I promise you the truth can't hurt us now

So let the words slip out of your mouth

03:46 Feb 14 2015
Times Read: 325

I'm gonna love you

Until you hate me

And I'm gonna show you

What's really crazy

You should've known better

Then to mess with me, heartache

I'm gonna lie to you, I'm gonna lie to you

Gonna lie to you, gonna lie to you

Like a black widow, baby



This twisted cat and mouse game always starts the same

First we're both down to play then somehow you go astray

We went from nothing to something liking to loving

It was us against the world now we just fucking

It's like I loved you so much and now I just hate you

Feeling stupid for all the time that I gave you

I wanted all or nothing for us ain't no place in between

By me believing what you say that you never mean

Like It'll last for ever but now forever ain't as long

If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be stuck singing this song

You was different from my last but now you got a mirror

But as it all plays out I see it couldn't be clearer

Now sing



You used to be thirsty for me

But now you wanna be set free

This is the web, the web that you weave

So baby now rest in peace (It's all over with now)



I'm gonna love you

Until you hate me

And I'm gonna show you

What's really crazy

You should've known better

Then to mess with me, heartache

I'm gonna lie to you, I'm gonna lie to you

Gonna lie to you, gonna lie to you

Like a black widow, baby



I'm gonna love you until it hurts

Just to get you I'm doing whatever works

You'd have never met nobody

That will do you how I do ya

That will bring you to your knees

Praise Jesus hallelujah

Imma make you beg for it, plead for it

Till you feel like you breath for it

Till you do any and everything for it

I want you to fiend for it

Wake up and dream for it

Till it's got you gasping for air

And you leave for it

Til then having kids, can check on your mind

And there's nothing but me on it

Now it's me time believe that

If it's yours when you want it

I wouldn't promise I need that

Till I'm everywhere that you be at

I can't fall back go quick

'Cause this here is fatal attraction so I take it all or I don't want shit



You used to be thirsty for me

But now you wanna be set free

This is the web, the web that you weave

So baby now rest in peace (It's all over with now)



I'm gonna love you

Until you hate me

And I'm gonna show you

What's really crazy

You should've known better

Then to mess with me, heartache

I'm gonna lie to you, I'm gonna lie to you

Gonna lie to you, gonna lie to you

Like a black widow, baby

23:19 Feb 13 2015
Times Read: 337

My Mom has decided to stop her Chemo...She talked to her Doctor and made that choice with him. She don't want to spend her last few months fighting a losing battle. We respect her wishes...We love her and will be there for whatever she decides.



I'm heartbroken because now...There's no hope left.

15:51 Feb 11 2015
Times Read: 345

Strained my calf muscle this morning. It hurts. Life sucks.

03:09 Feb 11 2015
Times Read: 354

You're not sure that you love me

But you're not sure enough to let me go.

Baby it aint fair ya know

To just keep me hangin' round,

You say you don't wanna hurt me,

Don't wanna see my tears.

So why are you still standin' here

Just watchin' me drown?



And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine,

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway,

So just leave the pieces when you go.



Now you can drag out the heartache,

Baby you could make it quick,

Really get it over with

And just let me move on.



Don't concern yourself

With this mess you left for me,

I can clean it up you see

Just as long as you're gone.



And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway

So just leave the pieces when you go.



You're not makin' up your mind

It's killin' me and wasting time.

I need so much more than that.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,



And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine

Just take your love and hit the road,

There's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway

So just leave the pieces when you go.



Leave the pieces when you go, oh yeah,

Leave the pieces when you go,

PRIVATE ENTRY
02:23 Feb 11 2015
Times Read: 358


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06:18 Feb 09 2015
Times Read: 373

My Sister called tonight...They were taking our Mom to the Hospital because she was listless and so very weak. I'm at home waiting for her to call me back. She called me back with the news that Mom has fluid on her lungs. Still waiting for lab work tho. I have no idea what to do. I want to be there..But I also need to be here. I'm scared...So I did what I normally do...Had a long cry in the shower...In private.



Please Pray for my Mother....It's all we can do now.

00:07 Feb 09 2015
Times Read: 377

Time for something new. :)

06:24 Feb 08 2015
Times Read: 396

First of all...Just because I use the pics that I do does not....EVER...Give anyone the right to..Spank me...Pull me towards them...Nuzzle my neck..Kiss me...Rub their crotch against my ass...Rub my ass with their hand...Put their lips on my Breast...Or put me on their laps.



There's a select few that I will playfully let spank me. But thats it.



Understand? Good.

19:54 Feb 06 2015
Times Read: 410

I run from hate

I run from prejudice

I run from pessimists

But I run too late



I run my life

Or is it running me?

Run from my past, I run too fast

Or too slow it seems



When lies become the truth

That's when I run to you



This world keeps spinning faster

Into a new disaster so I run to you

I run to you, baby

And when it all starts coming undone

Baby, you're the only one I run to

I run to you



We run on fumes

Your life and mine

Like the sands of time

Slippin' right on through



And our love's the only truth

That's why I run to you



This world keeps spinning faster

Into a new disaster so I run to you

I run to you, baby

And when it all starts coming undone

Baby, you're the only one I run to

I run to you



Ohh

Oh, I run to you



Ohh

Oh I run to you

I run to you, baby

Ohh



I always run to you

Run to you

Run to you

PRIVATE ENTRY
17:01 Feb 06 2015
Times Read: 412


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14:01 Feb 06 2015
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17:16 Feb 05 2015
Times Read: 430

I wear my nine inch heels when we go to bed

I paint the color of my lips blood red

I get so out of mind like never before

So you press play and I'll hit record



'cause when it's pushing up

physical, always slamming doors

You're a bitch, throwing fits

always waging wars

Me and you, sad but true

are not 'us' anymore

But there's still one thing we're good for



I'll give you one last night

So make it twisted

Give you one last shot, go on and hit it

Give you one last time to make me miss it

Baby love me apocalyptic

Come on!



Give me your red imprint right across my ass

I'm leavin' scratches up and down your back

Throw me against the wall, bite me on my neck

Like end of the world, break-up sex



'cause when it's pushing up

physical, always slamming doors

You're a bitch, throwing fits

always waging wars

Me and you, sad but true

are not 'us' anymore

But there's still one thing we're good for



I'll give you one last night

So make it twisted

Give you one last shot, go on and hit it

Give you one last time to make me miss it

Baby love me apocalyptic



'cause no one does it better

No one knows me better

'cause nothing lasts forever

Nothin' one lasts forever

It's now or never



(x2)

I'll give you one last night

So make it twisted

Give you one last shot, go on and hit it

Give you one last time to make me miss it

Baby love me apocalyptic

Baby love me apocalyptic







Halestorm.

04:19 Feb 03 2015
Times Read: 466

It's things like this that makes me want to delete both of my profiles and never look back.

And I really don't care if the bitches wins. It's not worth it anymore. And believe me..I'm very calm and completly fine. I'm not upset or angry.

I'm just sick of the bullshit and backstabbings.

22:00 Feb 02 2015
Times Read: 484

I guess I need to go to the Doctor soon...My right hand is numb and painful. I had hoped it would get better..But it's only getting worse.

19:24 Feb 01 2015
Times Read: 509

Never Forget. Forgive...Is hard to do.