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23:31 Dec 31 2014
Times Read: 361

I'm not strong enough to stay away.

Can't run from you

I just run back to you.

Like a moth I'm drawn into your flame,

Say my name, but it's not the same.

You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride.

And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to it's knees.



And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.

I'm so confused, So hard to choose.

Between the pleasure and the pain.

And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.

Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.

And I'm not strong enough to stay away



I'm not strong enough to stay away

What can I do

I would die without you

In your presence my heart knows no shame

I'm not to blame

Cause you bring my heart to it's knees



And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.

I'm so confused, So hard to choose.

Between the pleasure and the pain.

And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.

Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.

And I'm not strong enough to stay away



There's nothing I can do

My heart is chained to you

And I can't get free

Look what this love did to me



And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.

I'm so confused, So hard to choose.

Between the pleasure and the pain.

And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.

Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.

And I'm not strong enough to stay away..





Apocalyptica - Not Strong Enough

04:31 Dec 30 2014
Times Read: 389

Do you want me Angry?

Do You want me Pissed?

Would you like for me to push you away?

So that you can claim I was a Bitch?

Do you want me to scream at you?

Or maybe shed a few tears..

Do you need me to plead with you.

To please stop.

Do you want my Dislike.

My Loathing.

Well do you?

Do you want me to throw a fit?

Maybe a few hits?

Do you want my Sadness.

My Heartbreak.

When you force me to do these things.

Do you hate me that much?

03:51 Dec 30 2014
Times Read: 393

To You....YOU.



I love you as a friend...But you keep making things impossible for me to want to be near you. I don't want to hurt you...But stop...Back off and give me some room to breath. Please. Before I do something that will hurt us both.

04:18 Dec 22 2014
Times Read: 436

I'm Happy...Why? Because I realize that I don't need You...Or You. Both of You can kiss my ass. You give me nothen but stress while I'm here. Stop trying to get me to do things your way. I'm over You.

22:47 Dec 21 2014
Times Read: 448

I'm silent because I was asked to be.

I avoid because it's what expected of me.

I downplay because I need to be.



Because that's what he expects of me.

06:09 Dec 21 2014
Times Read: 460

Want U Back

21:52 Dec 20 2014
Times Read: 473

You sure know what you're doing holding me this way

And I'll go where you lead me, anywhere you say

You've got me where you want me, so darling please be kind

Before you take it all and I make that final fall

You've got to keep in mind



I'm a new fool at an old game

A kid out of school, trying to find my way

I don't know the rules, so teach me how to play

I'm just a new fool at an old game



Maybe I'm a dreamer or maybe I'm naive

But when you say you love me

I start to believe that coal can turn to diamonds

And this night will never end but if it isn't so

And I cry when you go, you've got to understand



That I'm a new fool at an old game

A kid out of school, trying to find my way

I don't know the rules, so teach me how to play

I'm just a new fool at an old game

19:15 Dec 20 2014
Times Read: 488






Don't need no whiskey

When I've had a bad day

No prescription honey

When my skies are grey



No poppin' the pills

No smokin' the pills

That make me feel okay

But you go down easy baby

I could drink you by the case



You're my painkiller

A little dose of you goes a long long way

You're my painkiller

Oh will you take it away

You take it away



Don't need no fixin'

I don't need no therapy

You're love drunk kissin'

Is my kinda remedy

You're always lookin' to fall

You're like the hair of the dog

When I'm feelin' cursed

Don't need no doctor honey

I don't need no nurse



You're my painkiller

A little dose of you goes a long long way

You're my painkiller

Oh you take it away

You take it away

Oh you take it away

You take it away



Ah la la la la la la la

Ooh ooh

La la la la la la la

Ooh ooh

La la la la la la la

Ooh oh

La la la la la la la

Ooh ooh



You're my (la la la) painkiller (ooh ooh)

You're my (la la la) painkiller (ooh ooh)



Hey you're my painkiller

A little dose of you goes a long long way

You're my painkiller

Oh you take it away

You take it away

Oh you take it away

You take it away

06:43 Dec 20 2014
Times Read: 499

02:03 Dec 19 2014
Times Read: 513

I can almost read your mind

It's running fast out of control

You're afraid of what you'll find

If you get too close



You imagine I don't care

You see walls that just aren't there

You think I'm too strong to let you in

But that's just not fair



I'm not so tough, I'll call your bluff

And let you see a side of me

That wants you here and cries real tears

And needs someone to love, I'm not so tough



I know that you've been hurt before

But so have I, what can you do?

That doesn't mean you close the door

So stop blaming me, I'm not blaming you



I'm not some ghost from your past

The one who torn your heart in half

I'm not her, it's not my fault

Your holding on to that



I'm not so tough, I'll call your bluff

And let you see a side of me that wants you here

And cries real tears and needs someone to love

I'm not so tough, so tough





Mindy McCready - I'm Not So Tough Lyrics |

23:46 Dec 18 2014
Times Read: 518

Lol...Wow...That is so different...It's almost funny.

17:58 Dec 18 2014
Times Read: 536

Bought a ticket to Seattle but I can't get to the plane

Everytime I leave you I keep running out of chain

I hunger for your love it never gives me any slack

But if I ever break away, I'm never coming back to these



Chains, chains, shackles and chains

No matter what it takes some day I'm gonna break

These chains, chains, shackles and chains

These love taking, heart breaking, cold, hard, lonely making chains



You never try to hold me till you see me walking out

I guess you'd rather be with me than ever be without

You call me back and kiss me and my heart begins to sink

When I know that all you're doing's taking up another link in these



Chains, chains, shackles and chains

No matter what it takes some day I'm gonna break

These chains, chains, shackles and chains

These love taking, heart breaking, cold, hard, lonely making chains



Love was never meant to be a one-way street

I was never meant to be falling at your feet

You find me where you want me and I don't know what to do

You don't belong to me but I belong to you in these



Chains, chains, shackles and chains

No matter what it takes some day I'm gonna break

These chains, chains, shackles and chains

These love taking, heart breaking, cold, hard, lonely making chains



Chains, chains, shackles and chains

No matter what it takes some day I'm gonna break

These chains, chains, shackles and chains

These love taking, heart breaking, cold, hard, lonely making chains





: Patty Loveless - Chains Lyrics

21:13 Dec 16 2014
Times Read: 541

When the autumn colors pass

Through the season's hourglass

Once again, there is winter in me



When November's grass is browned

By the frost upon the ground

It is then, you'll find the winter in me



But underneath the fallen snow

Lies a harvest yet to come

For just as spring is guaranteed

Life is etched into the seed

Time to welcome the winter in me





Skylar Grey - Winter In Me Lyrics

04:12 Dec 16 2014
Times Read: 551

Don't fucking shove me into a corner...And don't put me in a postion where I have to defend myself...This is getting old...I won't tip toe around you...You know my reason's..Stop acting like this or you won't like the outcome...I'v had it.

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15:51 Dec 15 2014
Times Read: 554


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18:26 Dec 14 2014
Times Read: 563

Girl in a Country Song

06:36 Dec 14 2014
Times Read: 572

You think about things...You think you have them all figured out....Ummm..But no..You don't. Well..I'm tired of thinking about these things. I'm tired of being unsure. I'm tired of always second guessing myself. And I'm tired of smiling when all I feel like doing is turning and walking away.

01:30 Dec 14 2014
Times Read: 594

23:36 Dec 12 2014
Times Read: 637

I am finding the relationship between a Dom and Sub extremely interesting right now...The more I learn...The more it seems to be a fascinating lifestyle. But..I'v still got alot more to find out.



*Note*

I do not have a Dom. So do not assume.

19:15 Dec 11 2014
Times Read: 665

Standing across the Room I stare at you.

Kneel. You command.

No. I reply.

You move toward me and I back away.

Obey me. You snarl.

No. I whisper.

I will break You. You say.

You can try. I yell.

You have my chin between your fingers before I can get the last word out.

Do you want to play this Game? You ask.

Yes.. I say with a grin.

With a sneer..You whisper..Can You handle me?

Looking in Your eyes I reply..Can You control me?

And the game was set.

20:05 Dec 02 2014
Times Read: 742




Nice to meet you, where you been?



I could show you incredible things



Magic, madness, heaven sin



Saw you there and I thought



Oh my God, look at that face



You look like my next mistake



Loves a game, want to play?



New money, suit and tie



I can read you like a magazine



Ain't it funny, rumors, lie



And I know you heard about me



So hey, let's be friends



I'm dying to see how this one ends



Grab your passport and my hand



I can make the bad guys good for a weekend





So it's gonna be forever



Or it's gonna go down in flames



You can tell me when it's over



If the high was worth the pain



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane



'Cause you know I love the players



And you love the game





'Cause we're young and we're reckless



We'll take this way too far



It'll leave you breathless



Or with a nasty scar



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane



But I've got a blank space baby



And I'll write your name





Cherry lips, crystal skies



I could show you incredible things



Stolen kisses, pretty lies



You're the king baby I'm your Queen



Find out what you want



Be that girl for a month



Wait the worst is yet to come, oh no



Screaming, crying, perfect storm



I can make all the tables turn



Rose gardens filled with thorns



Keep you second guessing like



"Oh my God, who is she?"



I get drunk on jealousy



But you'll come back each time you leave



'Cause darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream





So it's gonna be forever



Or it's gonna go down in flames



You can tell me when it's over



If the high was worth the pain



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane



'Cause you know I love the players



And you love the game





'Cause we're young and we're reckless



We'll take this way too far



It'll leave you breathless



Or with a nasty scar



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane (Insane)



But I've got a blank space baby



And I'll write your name





Boys only want love if it's torture



Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn ya



Boys only want love if it's torture



Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn ya





So it's gonna be forever



Or it's gonna go down in flames



You can tell me when it's over



If the high was worth the pain



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane



'Cause you know I love the players



And you love the game





'Cause we're young and we're reckless



We'll take this way too far



It'll leave you breathless



Or with a nasty scar



Got a long list of ex-lovers



They'll tell you I'm insane



But I've got a blank space baby



And I'll write your name

19:34 Dec 02 2014
Times Read: 746

Lol...That was close. ~Smiles~ You almost had me. But...I will always be one step ahead of You..And out of reach. Even when I have my weak moments...I will always leave you behind.

04:01 Dec 02 2014
Times Read: 763

This day has been beyond long. To much has happened and I'm worn out. And it looks no better tomorrow.

22:23 Dec 01 2014
Times Read: 768

That's it....I can't handle any more stress. One more push. And I'm over the edge. Straight to the bottom. ~SPLAT~ Just a bloody mess. Not a pretty sight.

14:33 Dec 01 2014
Times Read: 782

Don't, don't you wish we tried?

Do you feel what I feel inside?

You know our love is stronger than pride, oh



No don't, don't let your anger grow

Just tell me what you need me to know

Please talk to me, don't close the door



Cause I wanna hear you

I wanna be near you



Don't fight, don't argue

Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry

Just let me love you

Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go



Don't, don't give up on trust

Don't give up on me, on us

If we could just hold on long enough



We can do it

We'll get through it



Don't fight, don't argue

Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry

Just let me love you

Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go



Don't pretend that it's okay

Things won't get better that way

And don't do something you might regret someday



Don't



Don't give up on me

Don't

(We can do it)

We'll get through it



Don't fight, don't argue

Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry

Just let me love you

Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go



Don't



(Don't fight don't argue)

Don't give up on me

(Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry)

Say that I'm sorry

(Just let me love you)

Don't give up on me

(Don't turn me away)

Don't tell me to go







Shania Twain - Don't!

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13:37 Dec 01 2014
Times Read: 784


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