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Hello VR people. It has been a while since I have written anything in here and it saddens me that I have to come in here to write about this after having no entries for a while. Its just that writing things down is to me a release from my problems if nothing but a temporary fix. I am just feeling very down tonight and it seems like every little irritation I have gotten tonight is just adding fuel to the embers that have for so long been merely smoke. I don't really care to broadcast exactly whats on my mind to the entire VR nation so I will keep it as simple as possible. Do any of you just feel so alone in life even though you have spouses, kids, and friends that you should be able to tell all of your problems to and they are supposed to make you feel better? And you just don't want to talk to any of them? It is mainly for fear that they will be burdened by problems that you feel only yourself should have to be burdened with. VR is the only place that normally makes me feel better no matter whats wrong but it is not helping tonight.

I know all this is really pothetic of me. But just in case there are actually still people out there that still read my journal, thank you. I have vented and I am feeling somewhat better now. Sianara.