My aunt just passed away. She was like my mom when my mom was on business trips. She was very close and she was the only one that i could talk to when i was having alot of issues. Wish she didnt have to go, but i guess her time was near.
Last night i found out about a past self. I was a gypsy child, orphaned and alone. A roman general took me in, named me and taught me to kill vampires who killed for sport. I happened to be a call girl in france when i met the love of my life who was battle worn with a scar on his face. We lived happily until we were tortured to death. But we died in peace. We died together.
It was weird at first to know this was the way i lived before and how i died. But i cant change what happened.
Sitting at the window, longing for the best of life. I wondered what would make my life prove the ultimate being that I am worthy. What makes me do what I do? What makes me who I am? I guess I have tried to find this out over a number of years, after finding out that my parents rather fight each other than pay attention to me and my younger sister. I don't hold a grudge against anyone, but I do wish that my life went down a somewhat different path, for I have lots of regrets of decisions that I made
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I'm sorry.
I have no regrets life is what you make it out to be. You live your own life as you want it to be. Free will
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Liliancat
09:01 Oct 23 2017
I am sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace and may she always watch over you
Elizabethbathory33
17:13 Dec 12 2017
I’m sorry :(
Neinmortlan
19:48 Oct 27 2018
condolences... sorry for your loss