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I'm channeling a release that never fails. Just like there's always pain when it hails. I'll fall to my knee's and pray that you fail, for you sucses means the test of my undieing rest. You can bite me and I'll bleed but mother fucker I'll bite back, you'll see.

I see you looking, I see you laughing, and I want you back in every way but one. You laugh and have so much fun and i want that back but i know it's me your laughing at. I know im the joke, a very intresting punch line. And i know I'll make the mistake of saying I love you agian. Three words and ruin me, three words an kill me. So shoot me because im already DEAD.

Attention everyone! She is walking down the hall, does anyone see her? Can you hear her foot falls echoing in your empty head? Can you see her eyes are red from crying on the bathroom floor?Can you see the scears on her arms from when she thought she had nothing left? Can you see the brouses from her daddies hand? Could you see the hope in her eyes when she found out he would not live? Can you see what she is thinking? Can you tell what she is thinking from the expresstion on her face? Did you see the look on her face when her friends stopped calling becuase she stoped trying? Do you hear her ever make a sound? Has she gone mute? or has she just stopped caring?

Hurry! Come one, come all! Come see the heart broken man. Watch his eyes as they make a trail of tears. He swallows memories of abuse, loss, and sorrow.Watch him fall as words of hate are thrown toward him. He lays there faceless and emotionless, not able to move. Too heart-broken to move. Come one, come all! Come see me cry a trail of tears. Watch me fade away. Here i am lying emotionless, not able to move. Too heart-broken to move. I can't trust, can't love, can't breath. Please lend a helping hand. I never want to breath this so called life.

Your mere presence makes me smile

each and every day

you take the pain from my life

with your special way

you say you love me and i know

that it must be true

cause you tell me that you think of me

no matter what you do

you make me feel so very special

like i never have before

so I'll sya this now and let it be known

that i couldn't love you more.



ok i wrote this for someone very close to my heart, he knows who he is.

Nothing ever changes, why would i lie? All this pain is seaping from the inside. Never on the surface, allways with regreats, never the same, allways with shame. I just can't take it anymore, I don't want to give any more.

As the night closes in and the fear desends, I am there to coax them in to my realm, where ash is white and death is pink. Where you can't have pleasure without pain or its all the same. I'm there to tell them lies they belive and truths they belive are lies. I'll bring them to a place where walking down the street you can become slave, and master. Where true belivers know that the submissive is always in control.