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I'm laying here, in the dark, the room silent,

Shut out, away from every voice that can be heard.

Locked inside so that I can't be seen,

But my eyes want to be open and see.

What is my mind doing?

Racing at every speed,

Thinking of you, being with you is the only thing I need.

My heart has been taken, torn and thrown away,

my eyes bleeding, as the tears run down my face.

What have I done to deserve this?

What did I do wrong?

You told me that you would never leave my side, but the day of the I looked up and you were gone.

laying in the bed, nurses tending my every need,

opening my mouth, but not able to speak.

Trying to tell what happened that night,

As I lead everyone to this dreadful fright.

Feeling alone, and cold, isolated, and scolded.

Watching my mother and father cry at my side,

My mother holding my hand hoping that I will be alright.

My body lying there lifelessly and still,

Not moving to anything, I was ill.

I could see myself, as I was watching from the outside,

It was then that I realized I had taken my last breath,

My mother hugging me as everyone cried,

I couldn't believe what I had just seen,

I didn't want to accept the fact that I have just died.

I watched as they put me into the ground,

My mother and everyone silent and made no sound.

I look and see all the people that I loved, and loved me,

I look from afar, can it be?

You standing in the corner, watching this whole scene,

I couldn't believe it, now I know you really did love me.

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ladygoddessaries
14:33 May 16 2008

Very nice~

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Love me like you need me, kiss me like you care, touch me like I matter, take me in as if I was air. Love me the way I deserve to be, I am here ready to give you my heart as you are my first, but break it once and i'll stick my foot so far up your ass my knee will quench your thirst.

What has this all come to, this is never the fate that I have hoped to arrive at. I don't think that I can handle this when it comes time, there is just no way. My heart, my soul, my life, my person will quiver as this happens. There is no way that I can stop this, no matter what I try to do... that's just the way that it is, it's what it is. One day I will be able to look back at all of this and see all the wrongs that I have done. I am hoping that I will be able to learn from the mistakes that I have already made. In this journal I have been leading you to believe that this will come upon someone close to me, but what you fail to see the fact that are right in front of you. The battle will be brutal, cold, and long. The bleeding will be unstoppable, gushing, and black. Who do you ask is the victim of this horrible fate? I am, for I am the one and only victim of my wrongs that I have done. I will not die for my person will still be whole, i will still stand before you tall and still, my heart will be frozen within my chest. Able to be seen, able to be heard, able to be touched, able to be loved. What passed? It was my soul, bleeding and scorn.