Its so ironic how some people can be so nice but they move in all hell breaks lose..Just recently I kicked out my boyfriend because He was a lazy ass person..He would sit on his ass ether on the computer or playing video games...He would expect me to clean and do everything..Now I would understand if He was working cleaning the house and doing chores and such..But heck I am on disability and SSI and HE was expecting me to pay the rent pay the bills and all that....
To me that's BS and he also took my meds from me..Meds that I need to keep me balanced and stable. I guess he was stupid thinking that I wouldn't notice but I did.
I guess it was my friends that made me realize that I could do better..That I didn't need the BS and drama in my life..That I am allot better than what I was getting...And I guess that I had to go to hell and back to realize that.
But I am back am back to the place where I need to be. Back to a reality where I don't have to be hurt to be loved..That I can be loved for who I am and what I am..People may judge me for what I believe. But I have to remember its there problems its there thoughts and that they can't change me unless i wish to be just like I can't change them.
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Isis101
21:07 Jun 01 2009
Kudos to getting rid of the dead useless weight...like my mom always said "You can do bad by yourself - you don't need any help"...which means that you'll be better off in the long run!
Aracon
05:15 Jun 02 2009
Remember those on the internet are just names on in cyberspace, mostly those who claim to be, to feel or to do that which is not true.
In real life, those that claim those things too, are obviously not truthful or honest or else why would they hurt a dear friend?
Lordpeace
05:43 Jun 02 2009
on the net or in real life there are those who pretend to be real be careful dear