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AkashaDarkRose's Journal


AkashaDarkRose's Journal

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About me

09:34 May 08 2009
Times Read: 605


Age: 33

Hight: 5'7"

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Eye Color: Blue

Body: Average



Hobby Things I like to do: Reading, Writing poetry, Short Story's, Songs.



Favorite Foods: Grilled Chees, Italian food





I have two younger sisters and three Nieces and 2 Nephews am going through a divorce. I have been through allot in my life..Having been in a marriage where I was abused mental emotional and physically. Then right before thanksgiving my mom died and it was hard for me. And just recently found out my dad has cancer. I am right now in a relationship and not sure how long it will last..Am not planing on getting married any time soon have allot i have been dealing with.



I am a submissive who has been in a bad marriage to a Master that was physically mentally and emotionally abusive to me. I have lost my fire and am searching for one to help me through my darkest days. I have been in the Vampiric lifestyle for the past 7 years and into BDSM for the past 17 years. I am shy and timid its hard for me to trust. But I am looking and trying to find the one who can help me through my darkest times...



My passion and my love is writing my poetry some of them I have posted here in my journal. At times I have found that writing helps me show people how I feel. The last year has been hard for me I lost my mom before thanksgiving and just recently found out my dad has cancer.



My religion has changed I was raised as a christian but over the past few years have been studying on my own about Wicca. But I have come up with my own philosophy and my own thoughts on religion. I have started to look for like minded people to help me grow in my beliefs..


COMMENTS

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Lordpeace
Lordpeace
11:55 May 08 2009

life is joy and pain we suffer throught the pain so we mau have the joy

but life is definitely worth living it is an adventure like no other





Lordpeace
Lordpeace
12:14 May 08 2009

smiles i am Dom lil one you are not it is obvious from your mannerisms and how you speak so i assume that the last line was that you want to be owned while i will not say i am he i will leave that possibilty open

i am an emoyional vampire and in my own lights part demon i am a terrible person but a nice animal

i have warnings in my profile and it seems the ones i love ignored them

i am the candle to the butterfly but i will capture not burn i will evoke deep emotions that is just who i am i can no more stop that then breathing





AkashaDarkRose
AkashaDarkRose
12:19 May 08 2009

I have found that I lost who I am..That who I am was stolen from me. The years of abuse and pain just seemed to push my feelings deep within my soul and locked them away where I can not find them or relase them..Its odd the fire that burned brightly in my soul is now locked and barakated behind a door..Not many have come close to destroying the blockade...





Lordpeace
Lordpeace
15:39 May 08 2009

let us spend some time getting to know each other it may be that i can help you find your way back i would be honored to try lil one

when agirl has been broken it is not always easy to heal her but i have had some success with this





 

A place For people to leave coments and Talk

18:57 May 07 2009
Times Read: 619


Ok this place is a place where people can leave coments and talk..Since i can't send out alot of e mails in here I decided to make this place for any comments and Sugestions...Please feel free to give me advice and ask questions and i will get back to you as soon as i can...


COMMENTS

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Lordpeace
Lordpeace
11:44 May 08 2009

if you lebel up a bit you are allowe more mesages i have yahoo lordpeace2

just so you know this can be read by anyone

if you read my profile it describes me if you read my journal it defines me how i think i am a poly dom and have three who serve me these three all have thei own vanilla lives and for now that suits me as i am a bit of a workaholic but i do pay attention to my girls mentally emotionally and when they are able physically





AkashaDarkRose
AkashaDarkRose
11:57 May 08 2009

Acually i really don't care who reads this..I don't hide anything about me..unless you are uncomfortable with anyone reading this then we can figuar out something and i am working on lvling up i am up to 80 percent right now..I am not ashamed of who and what I am..I am pround....





Lordpeace
Lordpeace
12:00 May 08 2009

no lil one i am proud of my lifestyle i just wont leave anything untoward here i am a bit of a rascal

"smiles"

i amvery pleased to meet you and hope tospend some time getting to know you i am an open book and anything you may want to know ask





AkashaDarkRose
AkashaDarkRose
12:07 May 08 2009

I am timid and very shy I have a hard time trusting people..Not many have gained my trust or even started to gain it..I am not really new to VR just came back after a long absence..I am a Hybrid I have Vampire and Lycan within my blood..I am more of a Mut you can say than anything...I also hold a spirit of a Golden Crystal Dragon wich is a rare form that i find myself constantly in when I am trying to protect myself and keep my distance from people. I tend to find that in that form most people tend to keep away from me..I am wiccan and can walk the AStrial plains and dreams as well as other realms that i have come to find..I am a submissive been in the lifestyle 17 years but have been told i am not submissive so many times and forced to be a dom that i have found myself seeming to be both..And thats not me I am more submissive than Dom although I can be Dom its not what I want..I want more to life than to own someone..





Lordpeace
Lordpeace
12:16 May 08 2009

i must prepare to leave for work ( a 2hour commute) but will be on later i will check here then ptherwise you can find me on yahoo if you wish to chat





AkashaDarkRose
AkashaDarkRose
12:21 May 08 2009

ok well wishes Sir





Lordpeace
Lordpeace
18:43 May 08 2009

when ever you wish dear i am here network at work is a little slow but i am here








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