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My rock and my friend

the one in which I can depend

Keeping my mind of other things

surprised at the laughter your smile brings



My mind is stuck in and endless circle

you broke the links in the chain

a moment of a smile, the stupid accent you do

I can always depend on you.



You love my smile

and love to make me laugh

not that that's hard

but I appreciate the compliment



the way you hold me

the way you kiss me

you keep my mind off the bad things in life

the people who left me

and the ones who ignore me



You truely care about me

unlike some that hurt me

last night you saidd you loved me

I wasn't sure I believed



I don't want to trust people

I've been hurt giving too much trust

so I don't trust when you tell me things

but I can tell that you care



From the way you make me smile

and the way that you stare

you don't treat me like others

you don't say the generic things



you don't say that I'm beautiful

when I tell you I'm not

but you do tell me you love me

and say things I like



You have the cutest dimples

in the corner of your smile

you have adorable freckels

that I stare at a while



I know I can depend on you

you can depend on me too

I still can't say I love you

but you are so amazing to me

I love this song. I wanted to share it and I have no Song section in my journal so it's in poetry.



How could I know I would have to leave you? How could I know I would hurt you so?

You were the one I was born to love,

Oh How could I ever know?

How could I ever know?



How can I say to go on without me?

How, when I know you still need me so?

How can I say not to dream about me?

How could I ever know?

How could I ever know?



Forgive me, can you forgive me,

and hold me in your heart?

And find some new way to love me,

Now that we're apart?



How could I know I would never hold you?

Never again in this world,

but oh sure as you breathe,

I am there inside you.

How could I ever know?

How could I ever know?

I try to hide the tears in my eyes

I walk away and try not to cry

What he means to me he’ll never know

Even though I’m the one who told him to go



I love him still I’m not sure he sees

We talk, and laugh and constantly tease

I wish i could show him how much his love means

Now he has someone else he doesn’t need me



Once again I’m tossed to the side

is it that easy to leave me?

Why do I blame him it’s my fault he’s gone

I’m the one who told him to go



I fill with regret and shame

I watch movies of memories

in the depths of my brain



with each passing scene

fall deeper into deppression

He was the one and i threw him away



How could I be so careless

what came over me

why will I never be able to see



I’ll never know the one when he’s there

but once he’s gone I’ll see that I care

and so does he



I think I’m in pain what about him?

he never did anything wrong

I’m the one with sin

He was perfect the way he was



I’m stupid

I’m blind

unfeeling

unkind



what can I do to make it up to you?

I look in the window and see his face

I’ve seen it a million times before

but this time it looks out of place



I continue to watch

though I’m not sure what for

then I see her walk through the door



She walks up and holds him

as if she belongs in his arms

I watch in outrage as she uses her charms



He kisses her softly

like he and I have done before

with all the passion and maybe more



I’m helpless to stop it

I can’t turn my head

I wish I could run in and make it end



He obviously loves her

but more than he loved me?

How could this happen how could it be?



I let out a scream

that pierces the night

He looks up and sees me and watches my flight



I run from the window

I don’t know where to go

He steps outside as if to follow



The fact that he cares

makes me slow a little

then she walks out to him



He turns and walks inside

I’m lost in the night

I thought he cared. I’m never right



This is proof once more

of what I mean to him

against what he means to me