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So I need to make a few changes to my last entries. I graduate on the 3rd not the 2nd. I come home from Europe on the 10th not the 9th. I hate my marine boyfriend. He did not come home in February, In fact I wont see him till most likely April 21st. He and I aren't exactly getting along right now. We're not seeing eye to eye I guess you could say. There are some things that we need to talk about that he is unwilling to discuss.



So any ways I went through and read my old entries talk about weird having my history for the past while come right back to me. Got to love reliving my past relationships. Yes I am still in love with the guy I kept saying I was in love with, and I'm sure my bf knows it since he doesn't like me hanging out with him. Oh well. I still hate men. I haven't been given a reason to feel any better about them. I just use them as play toys then I let them deal with the heartbreak instead of me. Ok so maybe I don't but hey who cares. well I have to go. I'll write when I get the chance.

This is a song from the musical Wicked. It's one of my favorites.



No Good Deed Lyrics







(spoken) Fiyero!

(sung) Eleka nahmen nahmen

Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen

Eleka nahmen nahmen

Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen



Let his flesh not be torn

Let his blood leave no stain

Though they beat him

Let him feel no pain

Let his bones never break

And however they try

To destroy him

Let him never die

Let him never die



Eleka nahmen nahmen

Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen

Eleka nahmen nahmen

Ah tum ah tum eleka, eleka



What good is this chanting?

I don't even know what I'm reading!

I don't even know which trick I ought to try

Fiyero, where are you?

Already dead, or bleeding?

One more disaster I can add to my

Generous supply?



Unlimited

The damage is unlimited

To everyone I've tried to help

Or tried to love

And, oh, Fiyero, you're the latest

Victim of my greatest achievement

In a long career of distress

Every time I could, I tried making good

And what I made was a mess!



No good deed goes unpunished

No act of charity goes unresented

No good deed goes unpunished

That's my new creed

My road of good intentions

Led where such roads always lead

No good deed

Goes unpunished!



Nessa

Doctor Dillamond

Fiyero

Fiyero!!



One question haunts and hurts

Too much, too much to mention

Was I really seeking good

Or just seeking attention?

Is that all good deeds are

When looked at with an ice-cold eye?

If that's all good deeds are

Maybe that's the reason why



No good deed goes unpunished

All helpful urges should be circumvented

No good deed goes unpunished

Sure, I meant well -

Well, look at what well-meant did

All right, enough - so be it

So be it, then:

Let all Oz be agreed

I'm wicked through and through

Since I can not succeed

Fiyero, saving you

I promise no good deed

Will I attempt to do again

Ever again

No good deed

Will I do again!