YAY!!!!! I got a 26 on the ACT!!!! Woot! For anyone who doesn't know a 26 is good. 19-21 is usually the average that people get. there's a possible 36. Woot I win!!!!! wahoo!!!
I broke up with my boyfriend about two weeks ago. I just found out that last Thursday his bestfriend of 15 years just died in a car accident. He is the seventh from our school this year. Last May our friend Henrey died of an asthma attack, in September his friend Anna died of drug overdose, in October his best friend Jared died of alcohol poisoning, in January a friend of his, Brandon, and his 15 year old friend, hung themselves on the same day in their houses, Thursday, his best friend Mike and a girl he was with Amanda got into a car accident. I'm currently still talking with my ex and he's starting to scare me sounding horriblly depressed, more than I deem normal for grieving. I am afriad he might be thinking towards suicide. I'm scared for him. He won't accept help from anyone. It has been suggested he go to a psychologist but he will have nothing of it. He claims they dig to deep and he's better off handling it on his own. I greatly disagree but I can't do much. I don't know what the point was of telling anyone. There really is nothing i can do
1. Initials: B.K.L.
2. Natural Hair Color: dark Brown
3. Hair Color Currently: light brown with a shitload of high lights
4. Eye Color At Birth: brown
5. Eye Color Currently: hazel
6. Height: 5'5
7. Glasses/Contacts: niether
8. Birthdate: 9/03/88
9. Sign: Virgo
10. Current Age: 17
11. Siblings' Names: Chelsea and Kim
12. Location: Michigan
13. School Attending:
14. Current Grade: 11th, I'm a junior
15. GPA: like 2.8
16. College Plans: I’m planing on going to a community college then to Alma
17. Planned College Major(s): Music
18. Planned College Minor: not sure
19. Any Piercings: My ears but hopefully my belly button soon
20. Any Tattoos: Maybe later
SOCIAL LIFE:
1. Girl Friend(s): Shanlynn, Kayla, Chelsea, Shauna, Jessica, Emily, Beth, Ashley, Sarah, Felicia, Double Z, Courtney, Christine, Mia, and plenty more I can’t think of
2. Guy Friend(s): Mike, Andrew, Rob, PK, Jimmy, CJ, Vance, Wes, Wes, Brian, Mike, Kyle, Ryan, Dustin, Justin, Matt, Matt, Woody, Stump, and many others
3. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: none
4. Current Crush: Brian
5. Hobbies: listenin music, talkin on the phone, talkin online, reading, watchin TV, acting like a retard with my friends but..basically anything that keeps me from being bored
6. Pager: no
7. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: center of attention most of the time
8. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none at the moment
9. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: 1967 Shelby GT 500
10. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date: with friends
11. Where Is The Best Hangout: anywhere I can have fun without getting arrested (hard to do in our small shit town)
12. Do You Have A Job: no
PERSONAL:
1. Who Is Your Role Model: me
2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: people staring at me when I eat, I have others I can’t think of until it happens
3. Have You Ever Been In Love: Yes
4. Did/Do they love you: yes
5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: yes
6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After?: bad boys
7. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): maybe once or twice
8. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge on Someone: HELL YEAH
9. Ever Been Cheated On: yes and it screwed up my life and funny this should be asked because one of my friends is prego because of that.
10. Ever Said I Love You To A Significant Other: yes
11. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: The dumper I feel like a loser when I get dumped
12. Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": depends on my mood
13. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes
14. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: Yeah my friend Shanlynn is sooooo hott!
15. Do You Want To Get Married: Yeah, but want's a keyword..it doesn't mean that I will
16. Do You Want Kids: yes I love kids I do have a “daughter” it’s my cousin but even her real mother calls her my daughter she's going to be two in May
17. Do You Believe In Psychics: yes
18. Do You Believe You Know The Person Who You Are Going To
Marry At This Point In Life: I'll never be sure till it happens
19. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Body: my birthmarks
20. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional Being: I don’t know
21. Are You Happy With You: sometimes
22. Are You Happy With Your Life: sometimes
23. Are You Scared Right Now?: no
24. Depressed?: a little
25. If You Could Change Something In Your Life Right Now,
What Would It Be?: I’m not sure
FAVORITE:
1. Sports Team: MSU football!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Room In house: not sure
3. Girl's Name: Brianna and Morgan
4. Guy's Name: Logan and Jessie
5. Person to talk to about your problems: depends on the problem my boyfriend, SgiarsDan, Shanlynn, Kayla, and occasionally my mom
6. Songs: too many to name at the moment, Everytime We touch, Dirty little secret, Du Hast, and Bad Day
7. Movies: The Princess Bride (I’m a romantic)
8. Actors/Actresses: Sean Connery, Angelina Jolie
9. Beverage: Vault, or Mountain Dew
10. Candy: Chocolate
11. Family Member: My cousin Renee and her daughter Kila Renee (my daughter) and my cousin Becca
12. Salad Dressing: Ranch
13. Blanket/Stuffed Animal: I have a stuffed dog my ex-bf gave me that I named Teddy Bear because I collect Teddy bears and I wanted it to be one, and I have a blanket that I’ve had my entire life
14. Favorite quote from a movie: "next time I’ll put on the leather, high heels, and pink underwear for you!"(Gone in 60 Seconds) "Hello, my name is Inigo Mantoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."(The Princess Bride)
15. Day of The Week: don’t have one
16. Color: blue, black, and red
17. Perfume And Cologne: I love the smell of Axe phoenix
18. TV Shows: NCIS!
19. Flower: black rose, Daffodills
20. Fast Food Place: I don’t like fast food
21. Game: Egyptian Rat Screw
22. Teacher: Mrs. Nichols, Mrs. Hunt, Mrs. Briggs, Ms. Neyer, Mrs. Brown, Mrs. McDonald
23. Love Song: Angel by Shaggy
24. Clothing: anything black
25. Possession: umm... my voice
26. Vacation Spot: Florida
27. Person To Give Advice To: Kayla she listens to every word I say and does what shes told
28. Person To Get Advice From: Shanlynn, Kayla, my mom
THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE U:
1. Cried: no
2. Bought Something: ummm can't remember but it waqs prom weekend so maybe
3. Gotten Sick: no
4. Sang: I’m always singing if not out loud then in my head
5. Eaten: Duh
6. Been Kissed: Hell yeah
7. Felt Stupid: always
8. Said I Love You: yes
9. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved Them, But Didn't: no
10. Met Someone New: yes
11. Moved On: yes
12. Missed An Ex: yes
last cigarette: I just bitch slapped somebody for smoking a cigarette it’s safe to assume that I’ve never smoked
last car ride: does motorcycle ride count??
last kiss: this mornin’
last good cry: Friday (4 days ago)
last library book checked out: does stealing one my sister checked out count?
last movie seen: Silent Hill
last book read: Bitten by: Kelley Armstrong
last cuss word uttered: don’t remember they come as naturally as saying mom and dad
last beverage drank: once agian Prom weekend not quite sure what I had
last food consumed: ummm ...
last crush:
last phone call: Kayla
last tv show watched:...
last time showered: today
last shoes worn: my $60 Nikes I had from the short time I was a cheerleader they are now decorated with yellow and orange highlighters, a purple pen and a sharpie.
last cd played: ...
last downloaded: Bad Day by: Daniel Powter
last annoyance: my mom telling me to goto bed
last soda drank: ...
last thing written: this
last key used: my mom’s car key
last word spoken: don’t know
last sleep: last night recovering from prom
last weird encounter: I was at a lock in and one of my guy friends was asleep on the couch and my friend Nate climbed on top of him and fell asleep and they stayed like that for about half an hour.
last time wanting to die: not to horribly long ago
last time hugged: today
last time scolded: today
last time resentful: dunno
last chair sat in: besides right now that would be my couch
last lipstick used: I don't wear lipstick, I wear chap stick and sometimes lip gloss
last bra worn: the black one I’m wearing right now
last time dancing: today
last poster looked at:
last webpage visited: VR
1 MINUTE AGO I WAS: filling this thing out
1 HOUR AGO I WAS: getting someone pissed at me
1 DAY AGO I WAS: on VR
1 WEEK AGO I WAS: I don't know
1 YEAR AGO I WAS: stupid (hasn’t changed much)
I LOVE: some of my friends
I FEAR: losing everything that means anything to me, and car crashes
I MISS: living an easy life
I LEARNED: guys are weird (reference last weird encounter)
I NEED: Ice Cream, Chocolate, to sing, an easy life, a bf
Wow! I’m done!
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