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How did we become so misaligned?
You where my savoir, the man who reached in to the depth of hell in to a pit filled of rage and withering striking vipers to pull me, a broken and half dead thing, that did not even look like a human any more from that pit.
But now you are like a stranger, and acquaintances someone who I have mistrust for and disdain, someone who Would vote away my rights as a woman and allow those who want to rip apart our marriage for the simple fact I will not renounce my native heritage. The very blood, that while is little, flows with in my veins a blood that sets a blaze that rage with in my soul and heart and awakens the sea monster from deep who awaits to break the waters service en-order to unleash chaos and devour those around me and then myself.
Ive loved you for so many years, yet you have changed and I sadly know when it happened, it was the day she took the older two kids away from you, you became cold and a curly callous man. You became almost like my torturer the person who groomed me from age 14 to 30, tormenting me daily as all I do is cry and beg for the old you to come back, however the chaos and bile of hatred and self destruction boil to the surface, calling forth a personality I wish to keep buried.
What have We Became? We are like two black holes colliding with one another, unable to move devouring one another till only one will be left.

Who will it be my love?
Will we Devour one another and be reborn as one a new and walk this world hand in hand stronger then ever, or will one of the more stronger personality take over and totally devour the rest leaving not but small crumbs?