My mind has been wondering all day and I've been lost in thought, my mind keeps drifting to a song by The late great David Bowie, the lyrics are as follows: "How you turn my world you precious thing, you starve and near exhaust me. Everything I've done I've done for you, I move the stars for no one. You've run so long, you've run so far. Your eyes can be so cruel, Just as I can be so cruel. Oh, I do believe in you, Yes I do. Live without your sunlight, Love without your heartbeat. I,I can't live within you." Ever had a dream that felt so real, that when you wake up you feel so alone. I had a dream like that last night and when I awoke this morning I was seething, I almost destroyed my whole bedroom. I dreamed of a love that I can never have, I'll never get to touch or hold her. It kind of made my depression worse, I guess it will be a good topic to bring up in my next therapy session with my counselor. well my mind is drifting off again. goodnight VR!
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Gomez
20:01 Apr 30 2024
I had it. She's dead now and a nice chunk of me went with her. but I did have it. I wont ruin your day and discuss our relationship; i'll just say it was worth it. everything. even her death and my anguish afterwards. but all is not lost. it sounds ridiculous but if you want it....you have to go search for it. and you'll be crushed and screwed around and maybe even crush others in your search; but don't let the romantic in you die; were a dying breed anyways