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Two days ago I got married...today I have a pretty severe allergic reaction from some piece of candy and juice... Just to rest asure, none of them was prepared by my wife...:))

I do hope that I will get over it soon...

I feel it, I wish to feel it, I know it is possible to obtain it and still, I am a little afraid... What it is not real? What if it is real but not what I expect? What if I will not be able to controll it in case it is too strong?

What is it? I can't explain it... but I know that Reiki will help me achieve that... I wish, I want to be able to expand my empathy, to be able to reach morea easily the others, to be able to project my mind and my energy everywhere and on anyone... why? To be able to kill with my mind! No judgement, no fear... I want to raise fear in the souls of those who look at me, I want to be able to bring death and despair to those who hurt the ones I love... Why? Because this is what I am supposed to do...This is what I was programmed to do...

Those who are under my protection are safe... They are untouchable no matter what others might say... They have to fear nothing as long as I am here...and even after I will change my plane of existance...

But for the rest... Judgement Day is around the corner... Right now I can feel the restraints, the chains that forbid me to achieve what I wish for... I can feel the others, the forces of the "good ones" keeping me still, blocking me from ascending... But I fear not... step by step, level by level, I will get there... and then, who knows, maybe I will be able to forgive...

The first step is near... On the 21st of October, the religious ceremony will reunite me with my long lost half... Me and Anahita will be bound together for all Eternity in front of God...Poor him! He cannot stop it... the strongest force that ever existed and could challenge his supremacy will be whole again...

After that... there is no turning back!

Starting this moment there are only 24 hours left until I say "Yes" before a judge...

That long is the time that remained until the judge will pronounce me and Anahita husband and wife! It will be strange, but in a good way, it will be interesting, it will be as it is supposed to be! And a week after that, the priest will unite us in the face of God and then there will be the reception... I can't wait!

Fear is normal...fear is pure...is the only true feeling... When something doesn't quite works and you are on your own gound, fear should not be the feeling to accept...anger, pride...this are indicated! Desire for... normality, for a flow of events that apply to your own persona is normal and, more of that, can be achieved! If what you want can be obtained by change, then change what needs to be changed... ask, require, command if you need to... it is your right, your ground, your life! If the change cannot be obtained by that, then radical measures have to be taken... when something that stands in your way of life cannot be changed, removed it... trust me, there will always be a replacement... a replacement that will suit you for the best... and if you have help, true help from true friends, there is no way for you not to achieve what you desire!

I am Satan, I am the Anti-Christ, I am the Supreme Evil... Ahriman! Throughout history and time this was my stamp... No one tried to understand me, no one tried to feel me... I was the outcast... Yes, I was once called the Keeper of the 1000 libraries... I am knowledge, I am wisdom...but, I cannot use it... nothing applies to me... So I started the Harvest... I was collecting souls, training my army so I can be prepared when they will come for me... then, something happened... I cannot describe what, but the strategy is changing... I am no longer a stealer... I am no longer an outcast... Now, only those who want my help, only those in need for help are the one I harvest...and protect! Because no soul under my protection will ever dissapear, no soul under my protection will ever be forgotten! Oh, yes, I am the Keeper! But the Keeper of Souls! If you ever want to submit to my protection, there are some RULES I need to put out:



Ahriman's Codex

1. There is only one Master: Ahriman; there are no slaves... only protected souls, students, pupils. From now on, in all the rules written below, I am the Master...but you are not the slave.

2. There is no such thing as total submission; there is no physical pain infliction; there is no suffering caused to either of the parts by neither of the parts; there is collaboration, understanding, advice and learning.

3. The student will come to the master whenever he has a problem and will seek advice and guidance... he will listen to the master's words and advices and act as indicated.

4. The master has the obligation to help the ones who seek his advice and to offer them the best solution, even though some of the solutions might be in contradiction with some of the student's principles, in which case the solution will be given in order to surpass very little of the principles.

5. If the master contacts the student by his own will and asks some personal question or seeks an answer that might require total compliance from the student it means that he was disturbed by some of the student's words or actions and intends to seek out the truth and will try to correct the mistakes done.

6. The student will always tell the truth to the master!

7. The master takes in custody the soul of the student... he is the student's soul guardian, he is connected with the student's soul and will protect that soul even beyond the borders of this world!

8. The contract between the master and the student is due to changes... the student might ask to be released from the master's command or the master will release the student if he considers that his job is done! Even so, the soul will remain under master's protection for eternity!

9. The purpose of the relation is to help the student to achieve higher levels, to seek out and find love, happiness, enlighment... to achieve the status of a superior being.

9. The final statement: I trust those who come and seek my help; once their soul is offered for my protection, that soul will always be under my protection, for all Eternity! I will always be that soul's Guardian... but do not ever mislead my trust! Because I am not called The Supreme Evil for no reason! Be very careful when you submit to me... There is no turning back after that!