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I just wanted to say once more how much I enjoy spending time here... When I`m at work I think about what I`m gonna do here...

I love Vampire Rave! When I enter this new home of mine I tend to forget the bad things that happened to me during the day, and lately, this sort of stuff happens a lot!

Yesterday I tried to buy a computer with monthly payments, of course on my fiancee`s name cose she has a bigger paycheck (as a resident in firs year you earn only 130 US dollar per month) but everything went fine until the Bank...where they practically laughed in our faces, telling us that at her 200 USD monthly sallary she could afford a credit on 4 years in the amount of only 500 USD!!!!! I basically was crushed!

I really wanted that damned computer and that was the only thing I really wished for in the last two years...

I fell into a big depression which led to a fight (for a totally different reason) with my bride to be and, in a moment of "to hell with everything" i told her that I wanted to cancel the wedding and everything.

I hate my life, I hate me, and I HATE ALL THE BANKS AND ON-LINE SHOPS!!!!!!