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I am feeling really good, with so much more energy than I usually have. In fact I've been so in a haze around my vampiric nature that I have never properly fed before yesterday, not on purpose. I was critically exhausted and now I can go for fast walks, feel rested and heal.

So, Vampire Rave it is then. I am acknowledging that I am vampiric. I am feeling the most nourished and myself in a complete and whole way than I have since being very small. I have fed today, finally after years of starving energetically because I did not know how to interact with the information being processed and received. Energy this... and energy that... I have repressed and deprived myself of my own fullness of expression for too long.

I am much more confident today having dropped the repressing 95% of my aura bit and only allowing about 5% to interact with the world at a severe handicap. I was just sitting with someone earlier and they started telling me how great I am and basically to shine my light. I have been interacting with my world differently, think they noticed?

Maybe, I think so. This person notices stuff. For the first time in conscious memory I wasn't trying to control the waters of fate for once and was just a ship, chillin next to another ship on the ocean. maybe there were smoke signals or something.

Point is I am allowing myself to be me in ways I haven't met yet. Here's to going on this journey with all of myself.

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vormel
08:34 Jun 29 2023

Congratulations ! And, please, feed yourself; it's important to take care of oneself!

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Aeznara
17:58 Jun 29 2023

Thank you! I am learning that as we speak. I don't think I would ever want to go without again... But at least I know I can I guess. it's not pleasant by any means, but I am glad to know myself better. Who I am in the throes of hunger I guess had to be tested so now I feel like I have some kind of insights.

Anyway, I hope you have a wonderful time today!

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As the moon waxes just past the first quarter, I find myself drawn to address Vampyrism as it pertains to me directly. I have been only aware of my feeding in a superficial way as it was happening and not really sure how to interpret the information. I have been aware of vampyrism since I was quite small and been very intrigued and drawn to learn more. Around that first realization of vampyrism existing I began to notice that many people around me could be energetically predatory. Fast forward to yesterday and it finally began to set in that not only is vampyrism a path, it is one I must address or continue to harvest from people unwittingly.