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The closer I seem to get to this dark handsome prince the less of a connection I seem to have with everyone else in my life. I'm unsure but I believe its due to a mask I wear for everyone, but around this prince I'm left open, raw and vulnerable, I'm myself. I feel unsure of myself for the first time in my life. In a lot of ways I now feel very alone, an outcast even amongst the people I've known for years, the people who I could relate to most now seem like light years away.

I never truly believed in the soul mate idea especially for me since I'm very old fashioned and charm and chivalry seem to be no longer. A gentile men no longer truly exists and therefore I would never be myself not to mention never truly accept or be accepted, or so I thought. He makes me second guess myself always and is ever intrigued by my outcomes and finds cuteness in my short comings. I'm in constant thought and as a Gemini I'm loving this intellectual stimulation but when this prince of mine is not around I feel like I'm a ghost in a room full of people I once knew and they in turn knew me, but at last I've changed, grown and in this metamorphoses I find who I am, and that I no longer belong.



I don't believe I changed because of a man but more because I understand him and him, me. I think it took me someone else to show me things about myself that I have yet to learn, and now that I have I feel free.