I am owned by Master Nomir, any inquiries on whether or not I can serve to you should be sent to DevrosKingofDaleks.
I just cant, we fight every day, over something small, there was a dish in the sink, I ran the a.c in my car. And then I spent that day taking care of his sister who was dope sick from doing to many pills and then quitting cold turkey, running around trying to make money for him, and then taking everyone back home for him. And almost being forced into bed with someone I have thought was gay for years. When I got home I fell asleep. I didnt clean yesterday, god forbid. I also didnt set my alarm clock, but he didnt set his either. So he wakes up at 2 am and flips out on me, i get him his clothes, keys, cigerattes, lighter, and phone and he throws them at me continues yelling at me and picks me up by my throat, using his fingers as a claw to grip my windpipe, and then he drops me. I try to get up, he hits me. I put my head to the ground, he kicks my head back up. Tells me how he should have just let me be killed years ealier and goes to work, after accusing me of cheating on him, calling me a whore, and a bitch, and a cunt. Though I am cheating on him, but thats a different story. I kinda just want to die today, I cant see my Master as much as i would like to. Ill lose my kids if I call the cops, and I fear what he would do when he got out of jail, a restraining order is a piece of paper, one knowing him, he wouldnt care. I hurt, my baby is sick and I miss my Master.
Its an episode, he may not realize it because he is sleeping but it really is, he is being nasty to everyone and coming off his meds on his own. if i speak up he will be mad, hurt me and leave me or just leave me. if i don't my family can stay the same. our oldest son fears him and i don't feel the same with his touch anymore. i broke down and told his mom that he is stopping his meds and i cant take anymore. time to see what the next few days hold, especially tomorrow with court for his disability decision, i really hope they give it to him, it may make the mania stop
I run a dog grooming business, my husband is the main groomer. I have 2 dogs scheduled for 9 am. I hired on his sister as a bather today on trial while my hand recuperates from me slicing a small piece of finger off while washing dishes. It's 9:17 am. Both customer and assistant are late.
im depressed it sucks. its my own fault so i really cant bitch :(
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LordFangor
18:48 Jun 24 2014
ROTFL
StormBringer
19:21 Jun 24 2014
wow you have seriously lost it