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Friends:sometimes in life you find out who they really are,and who really aren't.A friend is someone you can trust,talk to about anything,someone who's there to help you when you're in trouble.Someone who makes you feel like you're not alone in the world after all,if you've had a hard life,and are constantly thinking about suicide,cutting your wrist,and hating it when people call you strange.I'm strange,but I don't think I'm creepy,I'm just different.I hate it when most people call me creepy,no one's alike.I still consider Nicolas my best friend,because I know what I did was harsh,telling him we couldn't be friends anymore[and i know i made up stupid excuses]but i did it for a reason.He's my best friend ever,and Idon't want him getting hurt in some way because of me.We tell[told]each other lots of things.Most things i told him i hadn't ever told anyone in my life,not even joey.[or my ex-.]He's my best friend still.I just can't tell him my reason being for what i did.I'd rather get hurt than anyone else that doesn't deserve to.No one deserves to.If only he'd somehow understand that sometimes you make sacrifices in life for reasons important to you,or for others.If he were me,wouldn't he want anyone to understand why he does what he does?Nicolas is a friend who's fun to be with,someone you can actually trust,and someone you can definitely laugh with.Those kind of people are people whom you would never want to lose,or people who you have good times with and make you feel good all the time,and you never see a negative side to.~Isabel~

Before my friendship ended with an old friend,i had this same feeling.only now,it's stronger than last time.I had sensed betrayal,but i didn't know i would be the one to betray.I could trust him,and he was the closest thing i had to i family.I had sensed betrayal,and i caused it by trying to prevent it,i never wanted to lose him,so i tried preventing him.Now i sense a negative presence.I have been betrayed and lied to before,but before i did not know it.i have been lied to.and surely there are other secrets to me unknowing just waiting to be revealed.found.amist is a presence that i don't believe would be so personal to just me.

Today,everything seemed so plain.It just seems...different.Time .It goes by fast now adays.I've just noticed that alot has happened these past 3 months.One day you have a life then the next,you just have a different one.just like friends,they come and go.you meet many people throughout life,and you learn only afew people will be able to be surely trusted,and others......well,not ever.It seems so average.the same thing everyday,i get up,go to school,watch t.v.,do whatever there's to do,and then it all starts over again.on weekends,practically the same thing.I'm just ............more tired,different and often quiet than i usually was these days.it's so plain.

Someone said the end of the world is near,closer than we think or know.and i've just been doing lots of thinking..what if it could be actually true?not many people notice when something's going on because it seems these days everybody's too involved in their lives...which isn't bad....but,sometimes i think about the things out there which cannot be explained,or if we'll ever find the answers.if the end of the world is near,my guess is it'll happen in 6 years?it's really confusing,because noone knows when it'll happen if it is true.it could happen anytime.