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⚓💀PEICE-NO 1⭐ PART-2

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World of all-hells
World of intruders
Bent on intrusions
Which mean nothing
No fricking credentials
Just trying to push him over
Forced on him
Without any remorse
His realitys
His rules
He's strong but quietly
He's a master
Strict & strong
But quiet-about it
Dark-but tightly
It's a tight-circle
Closed-to strangers
Bring-on dangers
But they don't know him
They can't see-him
In this life
It's in a delicate-balance
Swings & roundabouts
Reality is a seesaw
Of polaritys
Darkness & light
Highs & lows
Projections
Assumptions
Expectations
Divisions
Dilusions
Peoples-ranges
Endless-ranges
Of sh*t
Never stops-coming
People thinking sh*t
Thinking that they know him
Thinking that they can call
Thinking they can take
What he doesn't have to give
It's all gone-inside
Nothing left-to give
Nothing left-to go anywhere
Thinking he can give a sh*t
About virtual strangers
And they just don't listen
All just hustlers
They not born-caring
To go & really know him
In this bastard-life
To go give a f*ck
Whether he lives or dies
He's seen it-all before
It's all too much
Too much of nothing
Too much of sh*t
That didn't go matching
Persons known
Or unknown
Just assumed
The right to control
Carries-on
Till he's sickened
Of all mortal-life
They just assume-the right
To go-getting inside
To go-intruding
Private
Private in-passions
Private in-privations
Sworn to darkness
Sworn to depression
Sworn to diabolical-arts
All he wants is music
And arts
Self-expression
Self-release
The world-to go
And recede
To drive-back
Into darkness
Into shadowlands
Into safer-plans
Into safer-plans.......
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⚓💀PEICE NO-1⭐

💀 PART-1

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Another day
Left-alone in the dark
Even though it's daylight-outside
His inner world is just stark
Inside himself it's all just blacks
Seeing in shades of blacks
Seeing-inside of shadows
Feeling inside of shadows
Feels-safer
Inside-shadows
As an-insider
Rather than-out
Wants to become-immersed
Immersed in shadows
Drowning in blacks
World of all-evils
Pushed-on back
Push-on back
Push-out the waiting world
Tense & painfull
Drained-down
Sleep-deprived
By intrusions
Depressions are thriving
Over the clock-worked hours
He's rising & falling
Going-on driven
And going-on dying
Constant-deprivations
Society made rich for the masses
World full of impressions
Impressed-forced upon him
World full of depressions
Forced-upon him
Nobody cares about consent
So this world of men
Stays ever uneven & bent
He fades-himself
He shades-himself
He pulls himself-back-inside
Not enough will-inside to go draw colours
No spreading-palette
Just creating
Just seeing in blacks
Takes so much-willpowers
To go draw-up from shadows
It's starker-its colder
He's kinda serious
Getting on harder-now
From being more-older
A private reality he trys to preserve
Not one for words-much
But they don't listen anywayz
Away from the callous world
Conquered & divides
Full of black-earths inside
Some kind of retreat
Somewhere behind-the scenes
Taken-outside of life
Pushed right-towards the back
Pushed back-from inside
Pushed-out from inside
He creates an inner-space
From nothing-much
Slum dwellings are the basics
The bases
Basic survivals-get you by
Base-privations
But you'd still go & try
Just the will to go-live
Just from the willpowers-inside
A monochrome-world
Starks-his inner tones
Blacks & whites
From inside-inner colours
Colours from a palette-box
Inside his-inner mind
God is war sex death
God is war sex pain & death
World's of darkness-hes never yet named
Gods of strange races-not yet been claimed📍
Colours of the gods
Just to find a-place
Just to find a-space
The envy anger & vanity's of men
It's hard to find an escape
The outside world-is just in vain
A black-hearth inside
A black place of hiding
Inside his mind-its just dark
Pitch black-world
Like dark tunnels-inside your mind
Places to rest your-soul
Places to go & reside
To go & know himself
Spaces the world would totally consume
Driven on by an ever-surging tide
Blind-todes of society
To go test on his sanitys
Men full of lust & angers
Pushing him aside
Outside the world above is lights
Too much
Much too much
Too much-too soon
Inside of himself-everything just stops
Silence inside-darkness
And the clock+just stops 📍
Emptyness inside
Full of blackened earth & pitch blacks
Like everything has gone-down below
Everything is hidden
Inside everything is forbidden
It's not clear what anything-is or isn't
The silence is like a ring-around him
A circle of silence
A circle of sentence
A silence-closer to death
Than it is to living-life
Where behind this wall
He can go-reside
Places of memory
He just can't go-decide
Hard to be decisive
When your all-over run inside
Like a tunnel-rat inside
His mind is set-on private
Noone gets-inside
With strange-visions
For company's
Old images-rise & fall
Like ghost-frames
Of ages-before
Like film-footage of old wars
World's of men-gets inside
Somehow it always-calls him
But he doesn't know why?!?
World of wars-is beguiling
Darkness & desires
He's not sure-why?!?
Did inside your soul
For what's been-denied
Hard to know anything
When everything blacks
Outside this slum
World has time-he has not
World can know-but he can not
Monocrome-world
Winter-sky is stark
Winter-skys will be cold white
Faceless-baseless again
Face is too pale
Skin is too dry
Hair is too-dark
Inside mania has drained him-dry
Rung him out with exhaustions
Drilled-him & filled him
And squeezed him all-out
When it gets too-much
And the hours are too-long
Depressions can just drag-hom on down
Strung out & wasted
Mind always-active & alert
His mind thinks-for him
So he can survive
When inside he's full of divides
Time is winding-on blind
The night is darker
But it's blackest-inside
Left-alone in the light
Barren-of trust
No-social access
No releif from unnamed
Borders of society's
Always strangers
Dangers-poking in
Voices outside
Expectations
Projections