Hhhmmm. What to say. Is there anything really? I mean everyday for me is lie the same thing over and over. Wake up (way too early), eat, school, home, home work, then repeat. Oh but there is one thing that is different. I'm getting back into painting a again. I need to help my mom make more money, so, I will paint,and at the same time work as a referee (if that's how you spell it :P), and soon I should be getting my workers permit. yay! I could have gotten my drivers permit on my birthday, but my mom decided to get me jewelry instead. So, I actually might be able to get it for x-mas! I don't really want anything for x-mas other than that. Winter isn't really my thing. I love the summer much more, nice and hot :P Being on Vampire Rave has been nice. Especially with the friends I'm making, I don't have to hide anything. It feels nice :) This winter I'm gonna stay inside most of the time and sit, and sleep next to the warm fire. Fire is my favorite element
You know it only took 26 years for my parents to file for divorce. My dad of course abondoning me and my family, and to make it worse, he left 3 days after my birthday (which he didn't show up to, in fact none of my birthdays at all). Ya, my dad has been lieing to the judge and giving us no money to pay for anything. School. It's ok. Just like any other kind of school you would imagine but different, in a way. My friend has awakened his werewolf part of him and he is new at it. Because of this he had to break up with his gf (my other friend\who is half witch and half vampire) because it's aginst werewolf law to do so. I've been finding out a lot of info from him, you know, like hows he's taking it, who is in his pack, and why they chose him to be the new alpha. A girl named Kaitlyn (from what I've heard) had killed an air of the royal werewolf family around were I live. No one knows this except for me and Lisa (the half vamp/witch from earlyer). Because no one else knew she did it, the werewoves of that clan have made her the princess, meaning (of course her) she is the new air. The clan she is with is evil in a word. They have nothing but anger and revenge inside them. I, myslef, am a witch. At least thats all I know about myself (according to the subject of what i am). I know that with some people they must awake thier "inner" self. Like what Zack did ( the guy that broke up with his gf from earlyer). More has been going on too. I hate to admit, but i feel lost in a way. My family knows nothing of what i am or what i do, or have any idea wats going on in my life. Don't get me wrong I have some friend that are like me, and that are vamps, were wolves,and other, but who am i to really connect? They all know what they are, it's been there whole life, but me, I have only dicovred a part, a taste, a single drop of me and what i have been missing. Is it possible? To have everything going on at once and still be sane? still be 'behaved'? still act as if i know nothing of this world? To keep so many secrets about others and then after a while realize you know nothing of your self? To be knowlodged of what I am and what is going on is what I wish for. Will it ever come true? I dont know. But one things for sure, I will find out sooner or later.
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i'm like your friend part vampire part human its hard to find a mate[gf] from where i'm at[small town]
I'm that friend. i just made a account.
@Tay, babygirl i love you okay. i know now i seem depressed zack left me. he's my mate. but we're gunna find out whats going on.
and person i dont know. ur like me? I am a vampire/witch lol i was turned not born a mix how about u?
and tay come on cheer up. tonights the full moon. time for some god damn answers. answers zack or charles and their packs can give us. :)
Haha, Lisabear X3 I love you sister! :P How about that next full moon!? Can't wait! You remember what happened last time.....XD omg, haha, we defiantly turn them on :P Hahaha, we become so hyper, energetic, crazy, and major pervs!
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