Before I begin, I think it is fair to include a disclaimer about myself;
I have never done any illegal drugs.
I don't suffer from Schizophrenia or psychosis.
I've also witnessed someone who has experienced psychosis + have a mental breakdown.
Similarly, I hope I don't sound too bat-shyt crazy for this,
[this is all included for the sake of discussion,]
but here it is;
I do think that Demons exist, are real, their existence, will, intelligence, and emotion and feeling are all as valid as a humans.
Because...
I've almost been possessed not once, but three times.
I've also had someone stalk me via scrying, and, the goon
swears that they didn't summon anything + was only acting on their own/was in full control/knew what they were doing, when confronted.
[Input annoyance here.]
Well...that's not what I felt when it was in my room, beyond pissed that it was being held against its own will just so that that particular goon could, "scry."
Given this experience, I think that Demons
can be unknowingly summoned to do an occultist's
bidding, but, to the unaware, [occultist without psychic awareness,] occultist, they won't be able to detect the demon that is forced to do the occultist's handi-work.
These demons, because they are being held hostage,
and doing something against their will, are wrathful at the
occultist and want to murder these humans
for, what they feel, being abused
by them.
My first encounter was with an entity named LEGION.
Their manifestation, [as they appeared to me,] was in numerous, dense clouds in a phantasmagoria on the wall, all numerous hints of laughter scattered around from different directions, ebbing and flowing, different rythems, and faces emerging from numerous clouds, whose clouds and
faces kept multipling.
They were laughing at my horror.
They were aware of me, just as I was aware of them.
LEGION was also trying to escape the realm that held them back from their realm, into ours.
It was terrifying.
The way that they were trying
to pierce and manifest
through the veil into our realm was...vicious.
They were very malicious.
Destroyers.
But, something, [I have no clue what,] protected me.
What I mean when I say that I saw them is with my third eye.
Demons, [again, all of this is only my humble opinion,]
are not detected by typical eyesight.
You can only see the way they manifest with psychic ability.
But you can certainly feel their energy intuitively.
I am also very psychically aware of my own self on a subconscious level, and, if someone, [or, rather, if something,] is trying to attack me within my subconscious, I can understand it as foreign.
I can detect their energy.
Everyone and everything has an, "energy signature," as I like to call it, and every energy is distinct.
Humans and demons both have very different energies; and very different presence when both enter a room; both are not the same.
I've also witnessed mentally ill patients walking through the halls with, [in a nursing home,] with no self no awareness of what they're doing; the energy in the atmosphere, and the energy does not change like it does in a room the way of a demon enters.
It's unmistakable.
There are no words for how
terrifying it is to encounter these
entities.
Also, because it is an
experience that is
completely
unexpected, thus
unprepared for.
I think that these entities are intelligent
and sentient entities because they
feel emotions, and are very aware
of what and who they are,
[not human,] and have self
awareness/a distinct
sense of self.
They know that they are different
from us and they know what they want
and do not want.
My second encounter
I still have no clue what this
entities name is.
I believe that being able to
sense this thing,
[along with a very strong
will in fighting it off,]
helped me.
"It," tried to enter my
subconscious and then
possess me when I was asleep.
Let me say this; it is a war,
an exhausting war to fight
these things off.
It is more than just
exhausting; it is a
dreadful, miserable
struggle.
I also had a feeling that all
three demons were being
held back by something.
[I assume that if I wasn't
protected, I would have
been possessed.]
Not by me, but something
greater than themselves.
What it is,
[fate, the
universe, whatever,]
I can't say/I can't explain.
When I woke up, the
figure was by the end of my bed.
It was dressed with a black
crown and a black robe draped
along it's humanoid-like form.
I had the sense that it was masculine.
I also had the sense that it had
a high rank/status in its realm, but not
as strong as a demon like LEGION.
The most disturbing thing of all was
that it had no face.
Just a black void of nothingness;
Where a face should be.
It had no expression.
It was also mute, but again, I felt that it
was dangerous in the sense that it would
stab you if you turnEd your back on it.
I stared at it for a good
minute?. Maybe?.
until it finally left.
I think that Demons
are very anti-human
within their hatred.
All three were very cunning,
intelligent, and remarkebly cruel
within their vehemence.
Murderous, even.
[They were trying to possess me,
after all.
Just think of the kind of
evil, ego, and hatred that
something
has to have to possess
a person and try to override
their free will and possess
that which is not theirs;
a human body.]
But another thing that
remained clear was that they wanted
desperately to enter our realm.
For what purpose?.
Again; I don't know.
I also theorize that they
probably enter our realm by
possessing humans.
And that is a way
to escape their realm into ours.
Again, I'm still not sure.
Only more questions than answers.
