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ive only recently figured out what i am after a long time of pysical suffering! now i have i can deal with the situation as best i can! althow i have a very dark mind i still try to be positive as i find positive energy brings positive energy! im not one for feeling sorry for myself, i get on with whatever life throws at me and am greatfull! i stay in most days but enjoy my own company! night time i go out and socialize! i play guitar, thrash metal & find its a good way to let go of frustration! i dont like people much they bore me, i dont mix with ppl much apart from from time to time in the evernigs and avoid contact whenever posible! im a masercist & am in a relationship with my domminant misstress, shes all i need! i feel what other people feel so untill learning how to control what i absorb being in crowded places was very overwhelming alot of the time! now i understand why its ok. i know when something is going to happen and have always had the abilty and sence lots of diffrent things and hear peoples thorts im full of emotion and by no means all my own! life has always been mad i always wonderd what i am and yes i am a dark sole and i love the madness it keeps me on my toes, i would have it no other way! i wouldnt chose to change my passed althow its mostly been hell emotanal and pysical and im stronger for it! i am truely blessed by the dark gift and glad!!! im freindly and will help people but will not be messed with i may be a slave to my mistress but that was my choise as i like pushing myself past my limits and therfore going beond them and becomeing stronger! im nice because i chose to be this does not make me weak this only makes me stronger and thats fine i like it that way but over step the line not a good idea! this is the part when i tell you why, no not really. im a leo i have ginger hair and i dont give a flying fuck what anyone has to say or think on that! i love myself and like who im am and wouldnt change a thing even bits that i dont like as i was made the way im ment to be!