my name now is preci mafio of preciosa and my vampires i still find it,any sugestion its consider
I have been here before, i love vampires and I always wonder if one day I will meet one in person. even I am not
if I will like it. anyway, I have read a lot a book vampires and my coriosity goes beyond my limits.
my personality is quite hermetic, like to be by myself ,
of course I share time with my friend . sometdays I like to stay in home , enjoy the time and use the internetto search
vampire images ,any picture its great from my space or moove. I dont like the sun, make me have headaches and
I enjoy the evenings more then mornings.
my hobbie are my space, listen to music and search new music like dark, ghotic or song that tell abaut vampires.
recently have a friend a guy I hang out in club and I am
being more friendly now.
my friend are great, people, tnis friend it really nice and
have good time, especially the one in nightclubs. even I
I am a home girl, I am taking risk to do what I feel is right.
maybe this could be the beggining of my own destiny.
part of this risk I take it for sure, maybe know other places,people forbiddens and just see if I get the fun .
the good fun it part of, the responsability of take decision and know there could be consequences ,there is the adult
time .
also I am sad, I really like this guy who look mature and
now he just dont send me messages or let me know abaut him. he is like my first ilusion and I feel a down.the good thing is I never knew him.
that are for friend for, they really know who to cheer me uo and I know thinks happend for some reason. in some way I feel better.but the time is just not good to me for now.
it will take time, it just feeling I still not understand and
who I was it just so far. who I am it just abaut time .
for now just go out and take it easy
there thing will happend in the moment they have to be.
what if somone if your friend and something between you too
both are adult.but there no way say how you feel.
it just a situation you cant expect.in some way now I know
me and my frien are close, he want to help to be better,
to be happy and that the best thing ever happend.also I have other friend who cheer me up and life it not so bad
it abaut taking decisions.
I think I might feel alo ne, need to feel important to someon
my dad will my dad.but feel a woman. maybe it a phase I am living now, it like fire inside me and a lot of thoughts.
the call of woman inside me, how could feel after...
it abaut time. need the enviroment, the trust in the person and things happend.
maybe it time to be open to love, being alone suddenly become your enemy and it hurts . it was the stage to be love, to have someone that care for you ,love you and you take a important step
to take a very important decisicon that could affect or help yourlife
here come him , i saw him as a friend first ,but then was something between us, it happend when my dad feel sick from there the family i have was faded away. it was too much to dealt fo
even thing sometines seem harder, he was there for me, care for me and help with my dad. i lived a cancer death from my mom like twelve years back. it just this mad and lonely,scare feeling to know the end could be terrible. i become strong,not sure what will the end .
maybe the future seems to change,he was my new family,maybe a new family ,not the one i have.but it was part of the change.
my dad death is just a suddenly change, all myfamily is just me ,him and his family. nothing canreplace them,but both watchme for the heaven. always onmy mind andmy daily day .
the time ,days and montth are hard to survive,feel weak sometine and act like strong.but i know my happiness will not completely. life is part of death so i dealt with that.
if i could remember part my life as i grown, i was happy,enjoy my parend and now i am so more mature,happy because i feel fine abaut me and doing the best to keep that ways. as you gain age, your goals change and see the future today, it never end the hope because our love d one care for us above and go before us just to wait whe time come.
now, thing have change, yes I have one great guy. howevern I am not me anymore. he is so overwhelm over me ,my clothes and my so desire tea cup yorkshire puppie
damm. feel upset ,if I have the money he will have to be my problem. if my dad was here, he will help me to buy it.
lo ve suck and we needed to survive .but die trying to flow with.
have been 4 years since I am already have a serious relationship with my amorcite. the time have go fast and it isn easy keep a relantin after all we have go through. but this is my moment where I have a place my home, my family.
the dark side of me and light have become one and he is like the angel,dark but sweet hold me. my pet caramelo is another family member to me,after my dog of 13 year die 3 years ago. even I am sure my dad is blessing me with all I have now.
I just married two month ago, have a new. Puppy schnauzer name chocolate bite. The dark of my is have heart,he is the best thing could happen to me.
now i have 10 , 5 years living wiht him and 5 yeae married to him. some pet of mie leave me alredado. but
i have a pet clal hurrem a chihuahua and caramelo.
life is good , giveyou lemong , make limonada.
