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#32CD32 My name's Taralynn. Family knows me as Tara. I'm 21 years old until this friday. :)

History: I was born in Rockford, Illinois. Raised in Hatton, Alabama since I was 4 years old because of a drive by that took place and killed my next door neighbor just because he was outside at the time.

High School: When I was in high school, I was bullied a lot for being emo. I had 1 friend throughout this period of my life. My senior year I was accused of having a hit list and was suspended for a week because of it. I was also suspended for smoking in the girl's bathroom. I was kind of a teacher's pet just because I was so quiet and well-behaved. Every day, I spent lunch in the girls bathroom crying because I didn't have anyone I could rely on. My only friend was 2 grades below me. My dad missed my graduation because he was incarcerated at the time for murdering his brother in self-defense and protecting me and my sister. This is also the time when I started cutting myself because I got in a bad relationship with a gang member and he abused and raped me.

Graduation: After graduation, I started hanging out with the wrong crowds for awhile. I got involved with drinking and doing drugs to cope with my problems. At age 19, I admitted myself into a psycho ward for grieving problems. I started playing with ouija boards and spirits. I hated myself, but was too afraid to change. When I told my family I was bisexual, they kinda resented me for awhile. My grandma and mom have the hardest time accepting it, and my grandma pushed me away after it.

Now: I've been cut free for almost 2 years now. I still smoke weed occasionally to cope with problems.I still smoke cigarettes. (They'll probably be the death of me). I'm happily engaged to Tony Smith, Jr. We're getting married March 11, 2013. :) Any questions my inbox is open.