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I am just me. I always been a night owl, day time I am usually a sleep, and night I am wide awake.Have been into every thing that belong to darkness.
I am 5'6 and weight 201 lbs.
And been told I have beautiful blue eyes. But I rarely smile, sense I really have no reason to smile.
My Trust level is low sense it hard for me to trust people anymore. Sense I been hurt way to many time. I been broken and never will be full again. So if I trust someone then you must mean a lot.
Thing I love doing. I love writing poems even though sometimes I think they are bad. I also love writing story. This has been something I been doing sense I was really young.
Thing people don't know about me. I Am deaf. Lost hearing in both ears when I was 2 years old. I love vampire music as well as gothic music. And I also like some rock and country music. I lost both parents dad in 2008 and mother in 2016 ... So believing in god. I have lost a lot of faith in, sense he has taken almost everyone I have loved and been my rock in life.
I also love going out a learning about the Darkness the people who are like me.
One of my Dreams I hope to fulfill before I did is to attend the Vampire ball in New Orleans
Okay I share a little about me. If you like to know feel free to ask me. I don't bite hard. Unless I am forced too lol . Thank you all who does take the time to read this. :)